Bu 11 ya\u015f\u0131mda ne varm\u0131\u015f bilmiyorum ama hayat\u0131m\u0131 etkileyen olduk\u00e7a ciddi kararlar ve eylemler yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m diye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u0131yorum \u015fimdi\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00a0O y\u0131l babam emekli oldu. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tazminatla\u00a0 s\u0131f\u0131r bir Murat 124 otomobil ald\u0131, kalan parayla da hacca gitti.<\/p>\n
O zamanlar bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi otomobil \u00e7e\u015fitlili\u011fi yoktu. Zaten b\u0131rak\u0131n \u00e7e\u015fidi, bir otomobil sahibi olmak bile ba\u015fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na prestijdi.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde art\u0131k bej rengi, s\u0131f\u0131r, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l bir Murat 124 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arabay\u0131 a\u011fabeyim kullan\u0131yordu. Servisi ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda fabrikaya onunla giderdi. Ben de yan\u0131nda oldu\u011fum zamanlarda inan\u0131lmaz bir dikkatle izlerdim.<\/p>\n
Arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131, debriyaja basmas\u0131n\u0131, vitesleri, frenle durmas\u0131n\u0131, kalkmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn kendi kullanaca\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn i\u00e7in hepsini zihnime depoluyordum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok s\u0131cak bir cuma g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Cuma g\u00fcnleri mesai bitiminde, \u015fehir merkezine \u00e7ok yak\u0131n olan Tugay Komutanl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019ndan askeri bando \u00e7\u0131kar; o zamanlar trafi\u011fe a\u00e7\u0131k olan \u00c7ark Caddesi\u2019nden mar\u015flar \u00e7alarak ge\u00e7er, bulvardaki an\u0131tta \u0130stiklal Mar\u015f\u0131 okunur ve hafta sonu tatili i\u00e7in bayrak indirilirdi. Bir gelenekti bu.<\/p>\n
Annem s\u0131caktan bunalm\u0131\u015f, salonda yere uzanm\u0131\u015f , serin olsun diye evin her yerinin penceresini a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cGit c\u00fczdan\u0131mdan para al,\u201d dedi, \u201c\u00c7ark Caddesi\u2019ndeki dondurmac\u0131dan iki dondurma kap gel, serinleyelim biraz.\u201d<\/p>\n
O an y\u00fcz\u00fcmde \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7akt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aylard\u0131r kendimi haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn gelmi\u015fti sanki.<\/p>\n
A\u011fabeyim de babam da hen\u00fcz eve gelmemi\u015fti. Araba evin \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi.<\/p>\n
\u201cTamam anneci\u011fim\u201d deyip portmantoda as\u0131l\u0131 duran anahtar\u0131 kapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi f\u0131rlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sahne art\u0131k benimdi.<\/p>\n
\u0130nan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n, sanki k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k \u015fof\u00f6r gibi tekleme bile yapmad\u0131m. Arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m, geri geri yan soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, sonra \u00c7ark Caddesi\u2019ne do\u011fru ilerledim.<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey yolundayd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Ta ki dondurmac\u0131ya elli metre kalana kadar.<\/p>\n
Kafas\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck beyaz mi\u011ffer, \u00fczerinde AS-\u0130Z yazan trafik jandarmas\u0131 bana i\u015faret edip sa\u011fa \u00e7ek diyene kadar.<\/p>\n
Ama ayn\u0131 anda g\u00f6zleri \u015fof\u00f6r koltu\u011funa kilitlendi.<\/p>\n
Hafif \u00fcrpermi\u015f bir sesle komutan\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u201cKomutan\u0131m! Bu arabada kimse yok, ara\u00e7 kendi kendine gidiyor!\u201d<\/p>\n
Bunu duyan r\u00fctbeli de ko\u015farak geldi.<\/p>\n
Murat 124\u2019\u00fc bilenler bilir; direksiyonu ince ve b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fcr. Boyum k\u0131sa oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in koltu\u011fu \u00f6ne \u00e7eksem de direksiyonun \u00fcst\u00fcnden yolu g\u00f6remiyordum.<\/p>\n
Ben de kendimi riske atmamak i\u00e7in direksiyonun alt\u0131yla, kilometre panelinin \u00fcst\u00fc aras\u0131ndaki bo\u015fluktan yola bak\u0131yordum. Hafif\u00e7e e\u011filiyordum yani.<\/p>\n
Zaten zor g\u00f6r\u00fcnen boyum, bir de \u00f6yle e\u011filince tamamen kaybolmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki jandarma a\u011fabey yan\u0131ma gelip beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 katland\u0131.<\/p>\n
Komutan sert\u00e7e sordu:<\/p>\n
\u201cSen nas\u0131l araba kullan\u0131yorsun? Ehliyetin var m\u0131? Ne i\u015fin var bu caddede?\u201d<\/p>\n
Muzip bir ifadeyle cevap verdim:<\/p>\n
\u201cEhliyet vermiyorlar ki\u2026 Annem dondurma istemi\u015fti, almaya gelmi\u015ftim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Adres sordular, telefon yok tabii o zamanlar.<\/p>\n
Komutan, iki asker verip beni eve g\u00f6t\u00fcrmelerini s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n
Ama g\u00f6rev g\u00f6revdir\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBir dakika,\u201d dedim, \u201c\u015furadan dondurmay\u0131 al\u0131p geleyim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130ki k\u00fclah\u0131 al\u0131p geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Asker a\u011fabeyler:<\/p>\n
\u201cHadi ge\u00e7 direksiyona,\u201d dediler, \u201carka koltu\u011fa biz oturaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dayanamad\u0131m:<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l yani? Ben mi s\u00fcrece\u011fim? Yasak de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ok konu\u015fma, bin ve evine s\u00fcr.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ukalal\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u00e2l\u00e2 ge\u00e7memi\u015fti:<\/p>\n
\u201cYoksa siz araba kullanam\u0131yor musunuz?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
Biraz k\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131m galiba\u2026<\/p>\n
Daha sert bir tonla tekrar ettiler emri.<\/p>\n
Dondurmalar\u0131 yan koltu\u011fa koyup arabay\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Soka\u011fa giri\u015fim ihti\u015faml\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arka arkaya iki korna \u00e7ald\u0131m, g\u00f6ren g\u00f6rmeyeni uyars\u0131n diye.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n
\u201cHey Ali\u2019ye bak! Araba kullan\u0131yor!\u201d<\/p>\n
Annem, sesleri duyunca ikinci kattaki pencereden kafas\u0131n\u0131 uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tam o s\u0131rada ben de evin \u00f6n\u00fcne yana\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Arkadan iki kocaman jandarma indi.<\/p>\n
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k tarif edilemezdi.<\/p>\n
Olay\u0131 anlatt\u0131lar, bir daha olmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in uyard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Ben de k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da sar\u0131l\u0131, art\u0131k erimi\u015f dondurmalar\u0131 iki elimle toparlay\u0131p anneme uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sadece iyi g\u00f6zlem yaparak araba kullanmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f ve hayat\u0131m\u0131n ilk s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc, olduk\u00e7a maceral\u0131 bir \u015fekilde tamamlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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Bug\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u0131nca \u015funu fark ediyorum; baz\u0131 \u015feyler \u00f6\u011fretilmez, izlenir.<\/p>\n
Cesaret de, beceri de bazen ya\u015fla de\u011fil dikkatle gelir.<\/p>\n
Ve insan hayat\u0131nda baz\u0131 \u201cilkler\u201d vard\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
Dondurma gibi erir ama tad\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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