Ben inanc\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck ya\u015fayan bir insan de\u011filim.<\/p>\n
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Be\u015f vakit namaz\u0131m\u0131 aksatmadan k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemem. \u0130nanc\u0131m\u0131n benden istedi\u011fi her \u015feyi yerine getirdi\u011fimi de…<\/p>\n
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Bunun i\u00e7in mazeret aram\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
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\u201cDevir de\u011fi\u015fti\u201d, \u201c\u015fartlar b\u00f6yle\u201d, \u201c\u00f6nemli olan kalp temizli\u011fi\u201d gibi c\u00fcmlelerin arkas\u0131na da saklanm\u0131yorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Eksiksem, eksi\u011fim.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Do\u011frunun ne oldu\u011funu biliyor olmam, o do\u011fruyu her zaman ya\u015fayabildi\u011fim anlam\u0131na gelmiyor. Ama benim ya\u015fayam\u0131yor olmam da do\u011fruyu de\u011fi\u015ftirmiyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Belki tam da bu y\u00fczden ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n inanc\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00e7mekten korkar\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kimin Allah’la aras\u0131nda nas\u0131l bir ba\u011f oldu\u011funu, kimin hangi g\u00fcnah\u0131yla m\u00fccadele etti\u011fini, hangi ibadetini gizlice yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, hangi gece ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa koydu\u011funda neyin pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nereden bilebilirim?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bilemem.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Zaten bilmek de bana d\u00fc\u015fmez.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Fakat son zamanlarda sosyal medyada ba\u015fka bir \u015feye \u00e7ok s\u0131k rastl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Telefon a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kamera kar\u015f\u0131ya konuyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ve din anlat\u0131lmaya ba\u015flan\u0131yor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ayet anlat\u0131l\u0131yor, hadis anlat\u0131l\u0131yor; namazdan, haramdan, helalden, tesett\u00fcrden s\u00f6z ediliyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Buraya kadar hi\u00e7bir problemim yok.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130nsan bir konuda eksik olabilir ve o konudaki do\u011frunun ne oldu\u011funu yine de s\u00f6yleyebilir. Namaz\u0131n\u0131 aksatan bir insan\u0131n \u201cNamaz k\u0131lmak gerekir\u201d demesi, namaz\u0131n de\u011ferini azaltmaz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama i\u015fin s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7ekindi\u011fim, s\u00f6ylemezsem de kendime kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcr\u00fcst olmayaca\u011f\u0131m bir taraf\u0131 var.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinliyorum…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kar\u015f\u0131mda son derece g\u00fczel, bak\u0131ml\u0131; kimi zaman dekoltesiyle, sa\u00e7\u0131yla, makyaj\u0131yla kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fczelli\u011fini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a ortaya koyan bir kad\u0131n var.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ve \u0130slam’\u0131 anlat\u0131yor..<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u015eimdi ben burada kendimi kand\u0131rmayay\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6yle g\u00fczel, \u00f6yle al\u0131ml\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Onu seyretmekten anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konuyu dinleyemiyorum bile.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Evet, a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum bunu.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Belki benim zaaf\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Hatta \u00f6nce benim zaaf\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sorumlulu\u011fu bana ait. Bunun faturas\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mdaki kad\u0131na kesemem.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama tam da burada kafama tak\u0131lan bir soru var:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ben seni dinlerken anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n dini de\u011fil, seni fark ediyorsam; sen kameran\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ge\u00e7erken g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn verdi\u011fi mesaj\u0131 hi\u00e7 hesaba katmayacak m\u0131s\u0131n?<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bana nefsime s\u0131n\u0131r koymay\u0131 anlat\u0131rken, benim nefsim senin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6zden \u00f6nce seni fark ediyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte benim \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fim \u00e7eli\u015fki tam burada ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Tesett\u00fcr\u00fcn, mahremiyetin, kad\u0131nla erke\u011fin birbirine kar\u015f\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n konu\u015fuldu\u011fu bir dinde, dini anlatan ki\u015finin g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7iyorsa burada hi\u00e7 mi \u00e7eli\u015fki yok?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Belki cevab\u0131n\u0131 vermek de bana d\u00fc\u015fmez.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama soru orada duruyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00dcstelik bazen mesele burada da bitmiyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ge\u00e7enlerde yine b\u00f6yle bir videoya rastlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bir kad\u0131n, \u0130slami bir moda g\u00f6sterisindeki kad\u0131nlar\u0131n k\u0131yafetlerini dini \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcler \u00fczerinden ele\u015ftiriyordu.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n S\u00f6yledikleri do\u011fruydu..<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama seyrederken bu defa ba\u015fka bir soru tak\u0131ld\u0131 akl\u0131ma:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130nsan, kendi hayat\u0131nda uygulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fc, ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131nda cetvel olarak ne kadar rahat kullanabilir?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte orada bende sigortalar at\u0131yor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Meselem o kad\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131k olmas\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n A\u00e7\u0131k olabilir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kapal\u0131 olabilir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130nanc\u0131n\u0131 eksik ya\u015fayabilir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n T\u0131pk\u0131 benim gibi.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kendi hayat\u0131ndaki \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fc de tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131yorum. O, onunla Allah aras\u0131nda. Ben kimim ki iman\u0131n\u0131 tartay\u0131m?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama kameray\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p eline \u0130slam’\u0131n cetvelini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve ba\u015fka kad\u0131nlar\u0131n ete\u011fini, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, k\u0131yafetini \u00f6l\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n anda ister istemez d\u00f6n\u00fcp cetveli tutan ele de bak\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201cBen de eksi\u011fim ama do\u011frusunu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum\u201d diyebilirsin.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Buna sayg\u0131 duyar\u0131m.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Fakat kendi uygulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fc kameran\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ba\u015fkas\u0131na h\u00fck\u00fcm vermek i\u00e7in kullan\u0131rsan, orada art\u0131k yaln\u0131zca anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n do\u011fruyu de\u011fil, senin o do\u011fru kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda nerede durdu\u011funu da g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bu, \u201c\u00d6nce kusursuz ol, sonra konu\u015f\u201d demek de\u011fil.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00d6yle olsayd\u0131 d\u00fcnyada kimse kimseye tek kelime s\u00f6yleyemezdi.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ben de s\u00f6yleyemezdim.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Benim s\u00f6yledi\u011fim daha basit:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Eksiksen, eksikli\u011fini bilerek konu\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Vaaz vermeden konu\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n H\u00fck\u00fcm da\u011f\u0131tmadan konu\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n kusuruna kameray\u0131 \u00e7evirirken kendi kusurunu kadraj\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda b\u0131rakmadan konu\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00dcstelik mesele yaln\u0131zca kad\u0131nlar\u0131n giyimi de de\u011fil.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Biz erkekler de yap\u0131yoruz bunu.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Namaz k\u0131lm\u0131yoruz, ahlaktan konu\u015fuyoruz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ticarette \u00fc\u00e7 kuru\u015f i\u00e7in birbirimizin hakk\u0131na giriyoruz, kul hakk\u0131ndan bahsediyoruz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Evimizdekine tahamm\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcz yok, sab\u0131r \u00fczerine c\u00fcmleler kuruyoruz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Dedikodu yap\u0131p ard\u0131ndan g\u00fczel ahlak anlat\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yalan\u0131m\u0131za \u201cmecbur kald\u0131m\u201d diyor, ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n yalan\u0131na \u201ckaraktersizlik\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131 veriyoruz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Demek ki mesele ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Mesele insanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130nsan\u0131n kendisine ba\u015fka, ba\u015fkas\u0131na ba\u015fka terazi kurmas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Belki de bug\u00fcn ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z olan \u015fey daha fazla din anlatmaktan hemen \u00f6nce; bildi\u011fimiz do\u011frular\u0131 biraz daha fazla ya\u015famakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ve anlatacaksak da yukar\u0131dan de\u011fil, yan yana durarak anlatmak…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201cBen oldum, sen de ol\u201d diyerek de\u011fil;<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201cBen de yolday\u0131m\u201d diyerek.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan kendi yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 do\u011frunun \u015fahidi olabilir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama o do\u011frunun h\u00e2kimi olmak zorunda de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Din anlatmak ba\u015fka \u015feydir.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n dinin \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcyle ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 yarg\u0131lamak ba\u015fka..<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Hele insan\u0131n kendi ya\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u00fc ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n boynuna asmas\u0131…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte benim itiraz\u0131m tam orada ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Belki kameran\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7meden \u00f6nce yap\u0131lacak ilk \u015fey de budur:<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kameray\u0131 bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kapat\u0131p aynaya bakmak.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kameran\u0131n tuhaf bir huyu var.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kar\u015f\u0131ndakini \u00e7ok g\u00fczel g\u00f6steriyor.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ama arkas\u0131ndakini hi\u00e7 g\u00f6stermiyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ben inanc\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6rt d\u00f6rtl\u00fck ya\u015fayan bir insan de\u011filim. Be\u015f vakit namaz\u0131m\u0131 aksatmadan k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemem. \u0130nanc\u0131m\u0131n benden istedi\u011fi her \u015feyi > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,141,429,431,432,430],"class_list":["post-457","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-inanc","tag-kendine-bak","tag-nefs","tag-oz-elestiri","tag-samimiyet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/457","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=457"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/457\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":461,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/457\/revisions\/461"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=457"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=457"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=457"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}