Yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n kendine has bir taraf\u0131 vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn boyunca s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda yorulan hava, ak\u015fam olunca biraz insafa gelir. G\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7ekilir, duvarlar yava\u015f yava\u015f serinlemeye ba\u015flar. Hele bir de g\u00fcneyden tatl\u0131 bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyorsa, insan eve girmek istemez.<\/p>\n
O ak\u015fam \u00e7ocuklarla dondurmac\u0131ya u\u011frad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Hani \u00f6n\u00fcnde o pembe ine\u011fi olan dondurmac\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Tezg\u00e2h\u0131n arkas\u0131nda yan yana dizilmi\u015f onlarca \u00e7e\u015fit a\u00e7\u0131k dondurma vard\u0131. \u00c7ileklisi, \u00e7ikolatal\u0131s\u0131, s\u00fctl\u00fcs\u00fc, bademlisi, karamellisi\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131n birini se\u00e7erken di\u011ferine haks\u0131zl\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc cinsten.<\/p>\n
Bir kilo alacakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ama mesele bir kilo dondurma almak de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Mesele, onlarca \u00e7e\u015fidin aras\u0131ndan hangilerinin o bir kiloya girece\u011fine karar vermekti.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklarla tezg\u00e2h\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde epeyce karars\u0131z kald\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ilek olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ikolata kesin olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBadem de koyal\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKaramel?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cO da olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle alt\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fitte anla\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ilek\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ikolata\u2026<\/p>\n
S\u00fct\u2026<\/p>\n
Badem\u2026<\/p>\n
Karamel\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir de bug\u00fcn ne kadar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsem de ad\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m alt\u0131nc\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fit.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6revli, b\u00fcy\u00fck kutunun b\u00f6lmelerini se\u00e7ti\u011fimiz dondurmalarla tek tek doldurdu.<\/p>\n
Kutunun i\u00e7ine bak\u0131nca insan\u0131n yemeye k\u0131yamayaca\u011f\u0131 kadar g\u00fczel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Pembenin yan\u0131nda kahverengi\u2026<\/p>\n
Onun yan\u0131nda s\u00fct beyaz\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Karamelin s\u0131cak tonu ba\u015fka bir k\u00f6\u015fede\u2026<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 ayr\u0131 renk.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 ayr\u0131 tat.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 ayr\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Her birinin yeri belliydi.<\/p>\n
S\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 belliydi.<\/p>\n
Birinin nerede bitip di\u011ferinin nerede ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 rahatl\u0131kla g\u00f6rebiliyordunuz.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklarla daha ba\u015ftan anla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Dondurma al\u0131nacakt\u0131 ama \u00f6nce yemek yenecekti.<\/p>\n
Dondurma sonra.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir evde bir kilo dondurmay\u0131 eve getirip de yemekten sonraya saklamak, asl\u0131nda dondurmadan \u00e7ok irade sat\u0131n almakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Eve geldik.<\/p>\n
Yeme\u011fimizi yedik.<\/p>\n
Aradan yakla\u015f\u0131k bir saat ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Sonra beklenen soru geldi:<\/p>\n
\u201cDondurmay\u0131 yiyelim mi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Sanki bir saattir evde ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u00fcyormu\u015f gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Kutuyu dondurucudan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131k, ka\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 ald\u0131k ve balkona ge\u00e7tik.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcneyden hafif, tatl\u0131 bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 havadayd\u0131 ama art\u0131k rahats\u0131z etmiyordu. Tam tersine, so\u011fuk dondurmayla s\u0131cak yaz ak\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda insan\u0131n y\u0131llar sonra bile hat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fczel bir denge kurulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Kutuyu ortaya koyduk.<\/p>\n
Herkes ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fi b\u00f6l\u00fcme uzat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Biraz \u00e7ilek\u2026<\/p>\n
Biraz \u00e7ikolata\u2026<\/p>\n
Biraz karamel\u2026<\/p>\n
Sonra insan\u0131n hi\u00e7 ihtiyac\u0131 yokken gelen o ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz c\u00fcmle:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eunun da tad\u0131na bakay\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
Birinin ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ikolatadan \u00e7ile\u011fe ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Di\u011ferinin karameli s\u00fctl\u00fcye bula\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kimse de bundan rahats\u0131z olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 sofralarda d\u00fczenin biraz bozulmas\u0131, keyfin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerdir.<\/p>\n
Yedik.<\/p>\n
Konu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcld\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Ama bir kilo dondurma bizim hevesimizden biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bitiremedik.<\/p>\n
\u00dcstelik biz balkonda oyalan\u0131rken s\u0131cak hava da bo\u015f durmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kutuda kalan dondurmalar iyice yumu\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Biraz \u00f6nce cetvelle \u00e7izilmi\u015f gibi duran renklerin kenarlar\u0131 art\u0131k o kadar kesin de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ilek hafif\u00e7e yana do\u011fru akm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ikolatan\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 bozulmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Karamel kom\u015fusunun b\u00f6lgesine girmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok \u00f6nemsemedim.<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l olsa yeniden donacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cYar\u0131n ak\u015fam kalan\u0131n\u0131 yeriz,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
Kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kutuyu dondurucuya kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Benim i\u00e7in mesele kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Me\u011fer kutunun i\u00e7inde, biz uyurken renkler s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 kald\u0131racakm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ertesi ak\u015fam yine yemekten sonra \u00e7ocuklara seslendim:<\/p>\n
\u201cHaydi, yar\u0131m kalan i\u015fi bitirelim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Dondurucuyu a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kutuyu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Masaya koydum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar yan\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n
Kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ve birka\u00e7 saniye hepimiz sustuk.<\/p>\n
Sonra kahkahay\u0131 bast\u0131k.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn ak\u015fam b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o alt\u0131 ayr\u0131 dondurma gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ile\u011fin pembesi \u00e7ikolatan\u0131n kahverengisine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u00fctl\u00fc bir yerlerden araya girmi\u015f, karamel ba\u015fka bir tarafa do\u011fru yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bademli desen art\u0131k kendi ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u00fclke de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 ayr\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcm kutunun alt\u0131nda h\u00e2l\u00e2 duruyordu belki\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama dondurmalar\u0131n umurunda de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Hepsi birbirinin s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda dondurmadan \u00e7ok bir ebru \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir renk di\u011ferinin i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7iyor, sonra ba\u015fka bir renge kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Nerede \u00e7ilek bitiyor, nerede \u00e7ikolata ba\u015fl\u0131yor belli de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Hangi ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 nereye uzatsan birka\u00e7 tat birden geliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklarla g\u00fclmekten \u00f6ld\u00fck.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ciddiyetle tek tek se\u00e7ti\u011fimiz, her birini ayr\u0131 b\u00f6lmeye koydurdu\u011fumuz dondurmalar bir gecede b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fczenimizi bozmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Sonra yedik.<\/p>\n
Tad\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fc de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Sadece\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Aradan y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
O ak\u015fam yedi\u011fimiz dondurman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 bug\u00fcn hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Hangi \u00e7e\u015fidi daha \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimi de\u2026<\/p>\n
Hatta alt\u0131nc\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fidin ne oldu\u011funu bile unuttum.<\/p>\n
Ama o kutunun kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Birbirine girmi\u015f renkleri\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
Ve hep birlikte nas\u0131l g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan haf\u0131zas\u0131 tuhaf.<\/p>\n
Bazen tad\u0131 unutuyor.<\/p>\n
Ama hik\u00e2yeyi sakl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Belki hayat da biraz b\u00f6yle.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta her \u015feyi ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 yerlere koymaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsanlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Hayalleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Sevin\u00e7leri\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Vedalar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Her \u015feyin bir ad\u0131 olsun istiyoruz.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir yeri.<\/p>\n
\u015eunun ad\u0131 mutluluk diyoruz.<\/p>\n
Bunun ad\u0131 ac\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fczel bir hat\u0131ra.<\/p>\n
\u015eu k\u00f6t\u00fc bir d\u00f6nem.<\/p>\n
Bu insan bana iyilik yapt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u015eu insan beni k\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sanki hayat da o dondurmac\u0131n\u0131n tezg\u00e2h\u0131 gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey kendi s\u0131ras\u0131nda duracak.<\/p>\n
Renkler birbirine kar\u0131\u015fmayacak.<\/p>\n
Tatlar s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 bilecek.<\/p>\n
Sonra hayat biraz \u0131s\u0131t\u0131yor bizi.<\/p>\n
Bir \u015feyler erimeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
S\u0131n\u0131rlar birbirine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok sevdi\u011fimiz bir insan\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131na bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k ekleniyor.<\/p>\n
Bizi \u00e7ok \u00fczen bir olay, y\u0131llar sonra hayat\u0131m\u0131zdaki en do\u011fru de\u011fi\u015fimin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kabiliyor.<\/p>\n
Bir zamanlar kay\u0131p sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyin bizi bamba\u015fka bir yere ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ediyoruz.<\/p>\n
Bir vedan\u0131n i\u00e7ine \u00f6zlem kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Bir ac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Bir yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7inde ders buluyoruz.<\/p>\n
Bir zamanlar \u201cKe\u015fke hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmasayd\u0131,\u201d dedi\u011fimiz bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn, bizi bug\u00fcn oldu\u011fumuz insana getiren yol ayr\u0131m\u0131 oldu\u011funu y\u0131llar sonra anlayabiliyoruz.<\/p>\n
Sonra toparlan\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
Hayat devam ediyor.<\/p>\n
Yeniden g\u00fcl\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n
Yeniden seviyoruz.<\/p>\n
Yeniden g\u00fcveniyoruz.<\/p>\n
Yeni hayaller kuruyoruz.<\/p>\n
Bir bak\u0131ma\u2026<\/p>\n
Yeniden donuyoruz.<\/p>\n
Ama bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f oluyor.<\/p>\n
Eski b\u00f6lmelerimize d\u00f6nemiyoruz.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeniden donmak\u2026<\/p>\n
Eski h\u00e2line d\u00f6nmek de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Dondurmay\u0131 tekrar dondurucuya koyabilirsiniz.<\/p>\n
Yeniden sertle\u015fir.<\/p>\n
Yeniden ka\u015f\u0131kla yenir.<\/p>\n
Yine dondurmad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ama \u00e7ile\u011fi eski k\u00f6\u015fesine, \u00e7ikolatay\u0131 kendi s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131na, karameli ilk bulundu\u011fu yere geri g\u00f6nderemezsiniz.<\/p>\n
Birbirlerine de\u011fmi\u015flerdir art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Birbirlerinden iz alm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan da \u00f6yle.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131ndan sonra toparlanabilir.<\/p>\n
Aya\u011fa kalkabilir.<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131na devam edebilir.<\/p>\n
Hatta eskisinden \u00e7ok daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olabilir.<\/p>\n
Ama ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f h\u00e2line d\u00f6nemez.<\/p>\n
Belki de d\u00f6nmemelidir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc uzun s\u00fcre de\u011fi\u015fen her \u015feye \u201cbozuldu\u201d demeyi \u00f6\u011frettik kendimize.<\/p>\n
\u201cEskiden b\u00f6yle de\u011fildim.\u201d<\/p>\n
deriz.<\/p>\n
\u201cEskiden daha \u00e7ok g\u00fclerdim.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEskiden daha kolay inan\u0131rd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cEskiden daha ba\u015fka biriydim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Do\u011fru.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka biriydik.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hen\u00fcz bug\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Hen\u00fcz baz\u0131 insanlarla tan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 vedalar\u0131 g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 kap\u0131lardan ge\u00e7memi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 geceleri sabaha \u00e7\u0131karmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Rengimize ba\u015fka renkler de\u011fmemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Belki mesele eski h\u00e2limize d\u00f6nebilmek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Belki as\u0131l mesele, b\u00fct\u00fcn o kar\u0131\u015fmadan sonra ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan h\u00e2limize bak\u0131p hemen:<\/p>\n
\u201cBozulmu\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n
dememektir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her de\u011fi\u015fim bozulmak de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 \u015feyler bi\u00e7imini kaybederken ba\u015fka bir \u015feye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Hatta bazen\u2026<\/p>\n
Daha \u00f6nce sahip olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir anlam kazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Biz o ak\u015fam kutunun kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda:<\/p>\n
\u201cMahvolmu\u015f bu.\u201d<\/p>\n
deyip dondurmay\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6pe atabilirdik.<\/p>\n
Atmad\u0131k.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcld\u00fck.<\/p>\n
Ka\u015f\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ald\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ve yedik.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u015fey ilk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u00e2line benzemiyordu belki\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama h\u00e2l\u00e2 g\u00fczeldi.<\/p>\n
\u00dcstelik art\u0131k bir hik\u00e2yesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar sonra bana o bir kilo dondurmay\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u00e2liyle g\u00f6sterseler b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlamam.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fit, alt\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00fczel bir kutu dondurma.<\/p>\n
Hepsi bu.<\/p>\n
Ama o birbirine ge\u00e7mi\u015f renkleri g\u00f6rsem\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n kahkahas\u0131n\u0131 duyar\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcneyden esen o tatl\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 hat\u0131rlar\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O balkona d\u00f6nerim.<\/p>\n
Belki de insan\u0131n hayat\u0131nda mesele budur.<\/p>\n
Her \u015feyi ilk g\u00fcnk\u00fc h\u00e2liyle koruyabilmek de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
Zaten koruyam\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
Hayat s\u0131cak.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan eriyor.<\/p>\n
Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka hayatlara de\u011fiyor.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka renklerden iz al\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Kendi renginden de ba\u015fkalar\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sonra yeniden toparlan\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ve devam ediyor.<\/p>\n
Bu y\u00fczden belki de kendimize bakarken:<\/p>\n
\u201cNiye eskisi gibi de\u011filim?\u201d<\/p>\n
diye sormak yerine\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan sonra neye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm?\u201d<\/p>\n
diye sormal\u0131y\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fimler bizi eksiltmez.<\/p>\n
Sadece s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirir.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar rengimizi bozmaz.<\/p>\n
Bize ba\u015fka renkler katar.<\/p>\n
Ve baz\u0131 \u015feyler eski h\u00e2line bir daha hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmez.<\/p>\n
Ama bu\u2026<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k g\u00fczel olmad\u0131klar\u0131 anlam\u0131na gelmez.<\/p>\n
O dondurman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 unuttum.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131nc\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fidin ad\u0131n\u0131 bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Ama \u00e7ocuklarla nas\u0131l g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc h\u00e2l\u00e2 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Demek ki baz\u0131 \u015feylerin g\u00fczel kalmas\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130lk h\u00e2linde kalmas\u0131 gerekmiyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 \u015feyler bi\u00e7imini kaybederken hik\u00e2yesini kazan\u0131yormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n kendine has bir taraf\u0131 vard\u0131r. G\u00fcn boyunca s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda yorulan hava, ak\u015fam olunca biraz insafa gelir. G\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7ekilir, > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,399,400,398,397],"class_list":["post-423","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-anilar","tag-dondurma-gibi","tag-eriyince","tag-hayattan-hikayeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/423","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=423"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/423\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":424,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/423\/revisions\/424"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=423"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=423"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=423"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}