\u0130nternette bir al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f sitesinde gezinirken \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun en g\u00fczel oyuncaklar\u0131ndan biri kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sapan.<\/p>\n
Bir anda y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine gittim. Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden sipari\u015f verdim.<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn elime ula\u015f\u0131r ula\u015fmaz bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. \u00c7ocuk gibi heyecanl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Canl\u0131 bir hedefe at\u0131\u015f yapmak istemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in bah\u00e7edeki b\u00fcy\u00fck\u00e7e bir karahindibay\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcme kestirdim.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk ta\u015f\u0131 yerden ald\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131ndan bile ge\u00e7medi.<\/p>\n
Bir ta\u015f daha…<\/p>\n
Bir tane daha…<\/p>\n
O an fark ettim ki insan, baz\u0131 \u015feyleri ger\u00e7ekten unutabiliyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Sapana ta\u015f koymay\u0131 de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Hedef almay\u0131.<\/p>\n
Mesafeyi hesaplamay\u0131.<\/p>\n
El-g\u00f6z koordinasyonunu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocukken kendili\u011finden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler, y\u0131llar sonra bana yeniden \u00f6\u011fretilmek ister gibiydi.<\/p>\n
On be\u015f, yirmi deneme sonunda ta\u015flar ancak karahindiban\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Son att\u0131\u011f\u0131m ta\u015f ise belki de be\u015f santim yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Tam o anda, fark\u0131nda bile olmadan hayat\u0131n en eski tuzaklar\u0131ndan birine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
“Demek ki sorun ta\u015f\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc.”<\/p>\n
Yerden bu kez iri bir ta\u015f ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kendi kendime \u00f6yle mant\u0131kl\u0131 gelmi\u015fti ki…<\/p>\n
Ta\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcrse hedefi vurma ihtimali de artard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Oysa hesaba katmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sapan\u0131n da bir kapasitesi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ta\u015f, me\u015fine zor s\u0131\u011f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ama ben art\u0131k karahindibay\u0131 vurmaya odaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Lasti\u011fi olabildi\u011fince gerdim.<\/p>\n
Bu kez kesin vuracakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda b\u00fcy\u00fck ta\u015f, sapan\u0131n iki \u00e7atal\u0131na birden \u00e7arpt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00f6z k\u0131rpmas\u0131 kadar k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede de ayn\u0131 h\u0131zla geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp parma\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7arpt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir anda elimin i\u00e7ini keskin bir ac\u0131 kaplad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131m dakikalar i\u00e7inde \u015fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Neredeyse bir hafta boyunca o elimi do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst kullanamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bazen insan\u0131n en uzun s\u00fcren ac\u0131lar\u0131, yaln\u0131zca birka\u00e7 saniyede verdi\u011fi bir karar\u0131n sonucudur.<\/strong><\/p>\n Eve girince elim buzun i\u00e7indeydi.<\/p>\n Akl\u0131m ise h\u00e2l\u00e2 o ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerindeydi.<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e \u015funu fark ettim…<\/p>\n Hayatta da \u00e7o\u011fu zaman hedefi vuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ilk \u015f\u00fcphelendi\u011fimiz \u015fey, elimizdekinin yetersiz olu\u015fu oluyor.<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck sermaye…<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck makam…<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck ev…<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck araba…<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck ekip…<\/p>\n Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck f\u0131rsatlar…<\/p>\n Sanki “daha b\u00fcy\u00fck”, her zaman “daha do\u011fru” demekmi\u015f gibi…<\/p>\n Oysa bazen sorun elimizdekinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n Sorun; s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fimiz bir sisteme, ta\u015f\u0131yamayaca\u011f\u0131 kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck y\u00fck y\u00fcklemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n Kimi zaman ili\u015fkilerde de ayn\u0131 hatay\u0131 yap\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n Konu\u015farak \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fimiz bir meseleyi, sesimizi y\u00fckselterek \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n \u0130kna edemedi\u011fimiz bir insan\u0131, daha fazla bask\u0131yla de\u011fi\u015ftirebilece\u011fimizi san\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n Yava\u015f ilerleyen bir i\u015fi, daha fazla g\u00fc\u00e7 uygulayarak h\u0131zland\u0131rabilece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyoruz.<\/p>\n Fakat hayat\u0131n baz\u0131 d\u00fczenleri vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n Ta\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fctmek, hedefe yakla\u015ft\u0131rmaz.<\/strong><\/p>\n Bazen sadece geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp seni vuracak ac\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc art\u0131r\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n O g\u00fcn vuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m karahindiba h\u00e2l\u00e2 bah\u00e7ede olabilir.<\/p>\n Ama o sapan bana, isabetin g\u00fc\u00e7ten de\u011fil; \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcden, sab\u0131rdan ve s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 bilmekten ge\u00e7ti\u011fini hi\u00e7 unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fekilde \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130nternette bir al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f sitesinde gezinirken \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun en g\u00fczel oyuncaklar\u0131ndan biri kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sapan. Bir anda y\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine gittim. Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,302,52,134],"class_list":["post-417","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-dusunduren-yazilar","tag-hayat-dersleri","tag-tecrube"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/417","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=417"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/417\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":420,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/417\/revisions\/420"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=417"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=417"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=417"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}