Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn bir lokantan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7iyordum.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tabela koymu\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n
“S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z K\u00f6fte – 299 TL.”<\/p>\n
\u0130lk anda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim.<\/p>\n
Sonra birka\u00e7 saniye durup tekrar bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Garipti…<\/p>\n
\u00c7o\u011fu insan b\u00f6yle bir kampanyay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sevinir.<\/p>\n
Benim akl\u0131ma ise tek bir soru geldi.<\/p>\n
“Arkada\u015f…<\/p>\n
Sen bunu neyden yap\u0131yorsun?”<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mesele fiyat de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Mesele, o fiyat\u0131n anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hik\u00e2yeydi.<\/p>\n
Has etin maliyetini az \u00e7ok biliyordum.<\/p>\n
Elektri\u011fi vard\u0131…<\/p>\n
Kiras\u0131 vard\u0131…<\/p>\n
Personeli vard\u0131…<\/p>\n
Vergisi vard\u0131…<\/p>\n
\u00dcstelik bir de “s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z” diyordu.<\/p>\n
O an k\u00f6fteyi de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Vaadi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen daha ilk bak\u0131\u015fta baz\u0131 \u015feylerin ger\u00e7ek olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyor.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Mant\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Tecr\u00fcbesi g\u00f6r\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Ama bazen…<\/p>\n
Kalbi g\u00f6rmek istemiyor.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hayatta da \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze bunun gibi nice tabelalar \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor mu?<\/p>\n
“Hi\u00e7 yorulmadan zengin olacaks\u0131n.”<\/p>\n
“Bu i\u015fte hi\u00e7 risk yok.”<\/p>\n
“K\u0131sa yoldan b\u00fcy\u00fck ba\u015far\u0131.”<\/p>\n
“Mucize \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm.”<\/p>\n
“\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu garanti.”<\/p>\n
“En do\u011fru yat\u0131r\u0131m.”<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
C\u00fcmleler de\u011fi\u015fiyor…<\/p>\n
Ama tabela ayn\u0131 kal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
“S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z K\u00f6fte – 299 TL.”<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan asl\u0131nda \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilmiyor de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Tam tersine…<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7inde \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ses konu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
“Bu kadar kolay olmaz.”<\/p>\n
“Bu kadar kusursuz olmaz.”<\/p>\n
“Bu kadar m\u00fckemmel g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorsa, mutlaka g\u00f6remedi\u011fim bir taraf\u0131 vard\u0131r.”<\/p>\n
O ses…<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131n bize y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde verdi\u011fi en de\u011ferli hediyedir.<\/p>\n
Ama bazen…<\/p>\n
Bir hayale inanmak istedi\u011fimizde…<\/p>\n
\u0130lk susturdu\u011fumuz da yine o ses olur.<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131m boyunca \u00e7ok parlak, \u00e7ok \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131, \u00e7ok kusursuz g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u015feylere hep temkinli yakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek olan\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ba\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Emek sessizdir.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcven yava\u015f olu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015far\u0131 zaman ister.<\/p>\n
Sevgi kendini ispatlamak zorunda kalmaz.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ek olan…<\/p>\n
Genellikle g\u00f6steri\u015fsizdir.<\/p>\n
Buna ra\u011fmen…<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen bile bile y\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131 ba\u015fka \u015fey s\u00f6yler…<\/p>\n
Mant\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fka \u015fey…<\/p>\n
Tecr\u00fcbeleri ba\u015fka \u015fey…<\/p>\n
Ama i\u00e7inde bir umut vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
“Belki bu kez farkl\u0131d\u0131r.”<\/p>\n
“Belki bu kez ger\u00e7ekten ger\u00e7ektir.”<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte en a\u011f\u0131r bedeller de \u00e7o\u011fu zaman orada \u00f6denir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 her zaman ba\u015fkalar\u0131 kand\u0131rmaz.<\/p>\n
Bazen…<\/p>\n
\u0130nanmak isteyen taraf\u0131, ger\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6ren taraf\u0131n\u0131 susturur.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u00fcp geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u015funu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum:<\/p>\n
Ucuz ba\u015far\u0131…<\/p>\n
Kolay para…<\/p>\n
Emeksiz mutluluk…<\/p>\n
M\u00fckemmel insanlar…<\/p>\n
Kusursuz ili\u015fkiler…<\/p>\n
S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z vaatler…<\/p>\n
Hepsinin kap\u0131s\u0131nda asl\u0131nda ayn\u0131 tabela as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
“S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z K\u00f6fte – 299 TL.”<\/p>\n
Ve galiba hayat\u0131n en pahal\u0131 derslerinden biri de \u015fudur:<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen; ger\u00e7ek olamayacak kadar g\u00fczel olan bir \u015feye inanmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti\u011fi i\u00e7in… akl\u0131yla bildi\u011fini, kalbiyle g\u00f6rmezden gelir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn bir lokantan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7iyordum. Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tabela koymu\u015flard\u0131. “S\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z K\u00f6fte – 299 TL.” \u0130lk anda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedim. > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[270,132,376,375,374,316],"class_list":["post-389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri-hikayeleri","tag-farkindalik","tag-gercek","tag-hayal","tag-sinirsiz-kofte","tag-umut"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=389"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":392,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions\/392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=389"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=389"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=389"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}