K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131ma \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi bir oyuncak alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn oynarken k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Oyunca\u011f\u0131n en g\u00fczel \u00f6zelli\u011fi art\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Yine de bir s\u00fcre onunla oynamaya devam etti.<\/p>\n
Aradan birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn odas\u0131n\u0131 toplarken dikkatimi \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n
K\u0131r\u0131k oyuncak, di\u011fer oyuncaklar\u0131n aras\u0131nda de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Masan\u0131n alt\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na duruyordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr de ayn\u0131 yerdeydi.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imden,<\/p>\n
“Demek ki art\u0131k bununla oynam\u0131yor.” dedim.<\/p>\n
Zaten k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131…<\/p>\n
Ben de al\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Aradan birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Bir ak\u015fam k\u0131z\u0131m tela\u015fla odan\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir \u015fey aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na bakt\u0131…<\/p>\n
Oyuncak kutular\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015faltt\u0131…<\/p>\n
Koltu\u011fun kenarlar\u0131na e\u011fildi…<\/p>\n
Sonra yan\u0131ma gelip sordu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m… Benim k\u0131r\u0131lan oyunca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc?<\/p>\n
\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2014 K\u0131z\u0131m… Ben onu \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Masan\u0131n alt\u0131nda g\u00fcnlerce tek ba\u015f\u0131na duruyordu.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k istemiyorsun sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fcm biter bitmez g\u00f6zleri doldu.<\/p>\n
Bir anda a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sonra hi\u00e7 unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m o c\u00fcmleyi s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ama ben onu \u00e7ok seviyordum…<\/p>\n
K\u0131r\u0131k olsa bile…<\/p>\n
Neden att\u0131n ki?..<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyemedim.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o an anlad\u0131m ki…<\/p>\n
Ben k\u0131r\u0131k oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k sevilmiyor sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn \u015funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan ili\u015fkilerinde de bazen ayn\u0131 hatay\u0131 yap\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n
Birinin eskisi kadar aramamas\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Daha az konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131n bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde sessizle\u015fmesini…<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k de\u011fer vermedi\u011fi \u015feklinde yorumlayabiliyoruz.<\/p>\n
Oysa belki sadece yorgundur.<\/p>\n
Belki k\u0131rg\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Belki de h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ok seviyordur…<\/p>\n
Ama bunu g\u00f6stermeyi beceremiyordur.<\/p>\n
Ve bazen…<\/p>\n
Bir insan\u0131n k\u0131ymetini bilmemek…<\/p>\n
Ona de\u011fer vermemek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Onun bize h\u00e2l\u00e2 ne kadar de\u011fer verdi\u011fini g\u00f6rememektir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her sessizlik sevgisizlik de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Ve bazen…<\/p>\n
En b\u00fcy\u00fck pi\u015fmanl\u0131k…<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k sevilmiyor sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir \u015feyi, biz kendi ellerimizle hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131ktan sonra gelir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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