Gemileri Yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m G\u00fcn kitab\u0131m\u0131 okuyanlar, devasa k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t stoklar\u0131n\u0131 eritti\u011fim toptanc\u0131 hik\u00e2yesini hat\u0131rlayacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn ise o hik\u00e2yenin \u00fczerinde pek durmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka bir y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc, y\u0131llar sonra fark etti\u011fim bir ger\u00e7ekle birlikte anlatmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri \u00e7evrem, ticarete yatk\u0131n oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylerdi. Hatta bunu kendi dillerince \u015f\u00f6yle ifade ederlerdi:<\/p>\n
“Bu \u00e7ocuk ta\u015f\u0131 s\u0131ksa suyunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r.”<\/p>\n
Belki de bu y\u00fczden, bir g\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fark\u00fcteri firmas\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6lge bayisi beni t\u00fcccar plasiyer olarak i\u015fe almak istedi.<\/p>\n
O y\u0131llarda salam, sosis ve jambon T\u00fcrkiye’de hen\u00fcz yeni yeni tan\u0131nmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131ma s\u0131f\u0131r bir panelvan verdiler.<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u00fcnler araca y\u00fcklendi.<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey g\u00fczeldi…<\/p>\n
Ta ki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma b\u00f6lgelerini a\u00e7\u0131klayana kadar.<\/p>\n
Firman\u0131n akrabas\u0131 olan di\u011fer plasiyere, Adapazar\u0131’n\u0131n merkezindeki en hareketli b\u00f6lge verilmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Bana ise merkezin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6yler ve il\u00e7eler…<\/p>\n
\u0130lk bak\u0131\u015fta avantajl\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Haritaya baksan\u0131z, benim b\u00f6lgem kat kat b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Ama ticarette metrekare de\u011fil, m\u00fc\u015fteri konu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
Merkezde, \u015fehrin say\u0131l\u0131 l\u00fcks \u015fark\u00fcterileri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Benim b\u00f6lgemde ise b\u0131rak\u0131n jambonu, salam\u0131… sucu\u011fu bile satmayan bakkallar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yine de itiraz etmedim.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insanlar beni \u00e7oktan bir kal\u0131ba koymu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
“Ali nas\u0131l olsa halleder.”<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan, normal \u015fartlarda birka\u00e7 ki\u015finin alt\u0131ndan kalkabilece\u011fi i\u015fleri tek ba\u015f\u0131na ba\u015farmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca, \u00e7evresi bunu zamanla yetenek de\u011fil, karakter \u00f6zelli\u011fi san\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sanki senin i\u00e7in zor olan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f gibi…<\/p>\n
Sabah erkenden yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6y k\u00f6y dola\u015f\u0131yor, bakkallara giriyor ve ayn\u0131 c\u00fcmleyi kuruyordum.<\/p>\n
“Ben X firmas\u0131ndan geliyorum. Salam, sosis, jambon ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z olur mu?”<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn otuz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131ndakilerin bunu hayal etmesi bile zor.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m cevaplar \u015funlard\u0131:<\/p>\n
“Jambon mu? O da ne?”<\/p>\n
“Salam nas\u0131l bir \u015fey?”<\/p>\n
“Yeniyor mu o?”<\/p>\n
Kolileri a\u00e7mam\u0131z yasakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir esnaf almak isterse, bir koliyi kapal\u0131 \u015fekilde almak zorundayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama hayat\u0131nda ilk defa ad\u0131n\u0131 duydu\u011fu bir \u00fcr\u00fcne kim para vermek isterdi?<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011flene kadar tek bir sat\u0131\u015f bile yapamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir karar verdim.<\/p>\n
Kural\u0131 bozup kolileri a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k her d\u00fckk\u00e2na elimde salam, sosis ve jambon \u00f6rnekleriyle giriyordum.<\/p>\n
Esnaf \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc eline al\u0131yor, inceliyor…<\/p>\n
Hele o baton salam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce yap\u0131lan esprileri bug\u00fcn bile unutamam.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar…<\/p>\n
\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorlar…<\/p>\n
Ben ise sab\u0131rla anlat\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
“Bir kez deneyin. Eve g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn. Siz tad\u0131n ki m\u00fc\u015fterinize de anlatabilesiniz.”<\/p>\n
Merkezdeki bir \u015fark\u00fcteri, haftada sekiz-on koli t\u00fcketirken…<\/p>\n
Ben ayn\u0131 miktardaki bir koliyi a\u00e7\u0131p, tek tek satarak g\u00fcn\u00fc kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda hedefimi yine tutturuyordum.<\/p>\n
Ama nas\u0131l…<\/p>\n
Merkezde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan plasiyer, sipari\u015f listesini al\u0131yor, araban\u0131n kasas\u0131ndan \u00fcr\u00fcnleri indirip teslim ediyordu.<\/p>\n
Ben ise ayn\u0131 ciroya ula\u015fabilmek i\u00e7in onlarca k\u00f6y geziyor, y\u00fczlerce kez reddediliyor, \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131t\u0131yor, ikna ediyor, yoruluyor, yeniden ba\u015fl\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
K\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fczerinde ikimiz de ayn\u0131 sat\u0131\u015f\u0131 yap\u0131yorduk.<\/p>\n
Ama o rakamlar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki yorgunluk ayn\u0131 de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Belki merkezin yar\u0131s\u0131 bana verilseydi daha adil olurdu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm oldu.<\/p>\n
Ama as\u0131l can\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131tan bu de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
Can\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131tan, g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda ikimize de ayn\u0131 g\u00f6zle bak\u0131lmas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sanki ikimiz de ayn\u0131 yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ayn\u0131 m\u00fccadeleyi vermi\u015f, ayn\u0131 eme\u011fi harcam\u0131\u015f\u0131z gibi…<\/p>\n
Bu y\u00fczden sadece bir hafta s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fi b\u0131rakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar sonra d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ise asl\u0131nda beni yoran \u015feyin kilometrelerce yol yapmak olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131 as\u0131l yoran…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6sterdi\u011fi ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7aban\u0131n, zamanla insanlar taraf\u0131ndan ola\u011fan kabul edilmesiymi\u015f.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insanlar \u00e7o\u011fu zaman sonuca bak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sonucun arkas\u0131ndaki eme\u011fe de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn alk\u0131\u015flanan fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k…<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131n senden beklenen standarda d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Bir zamanlar takdir edilen gayret, zamanla g\u00f6rev kabul ediliyor.<\/p>\n
Ve sen bir g\u00fcn ayn\u0131 tempoyu s\u00fcrd\u00fcremedi\u011finde, kimse ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ne kadar emek verdi\u011fini hat\u0131rlam\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sadece eskisi kadar\u0131n\u0131 yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ediyor.<\/p>\n
Belki de m\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7ili\u011fin en a\u011f\u0131r bedeli burada ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi daha iyi yapmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
\u0130nsanlar\u0131n al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131tay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmemek i\u00e7in ya\u015famaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Oysa her g\u00fcn mucize \u00fcretmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclebilir de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc beklenti, eme\u011fe de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.<\/strong><\/p>\n Belki de ger\u00e7ek ustal\u0131k, her g\u00fcn kendini t\u00fcketmek de\u011fil; elinden gelenin en iyisini yaparken, bunu hayat boyu s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilecek halde bir denge kurabilmektir.<\/p>\n Ve belki de insan m\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7i olarak do\u011fmaz… \u00c7evresinin ona bi\u00e7ti\u011fi rol\u00fc y\u0131llarca oynamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, fark\u0131nda olmadan m\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7i h\u00e2line gelir.<\/p>\n Ve i\u015fte tam da bu y\u00fczden…<\/p>\n M\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7ilik, bazen insan\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n beklentisinin esiri h\u00e2line getirir..<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Gemileri Yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m G\u00fcn kitab\u0131m\u0131 okuyanlar, devasa k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t stoklar\u0131n\u0131 eritti\u011fim toptanc\u0131 hik\u00e2yesini hat\u0131rlayacakt\u0131r. Bug\u00fcn ise o hik\u00e2yenin \u00fczerinde pek durmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[270,356,149,354,357,355],"class_list":["post-370","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri-hikayeleri","tag-beklenti","tag-fedakarlik","tag-hayata-dair","tag-hayatini-sorgula","tag-mukemmeliyetcilik"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=370"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":373,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/370\/revisions\/373"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=370"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=370"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}