Pazarc\u0131l\u0131k yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6nemlerdi…<\/p>\n
Recep \u0130vedik filmleriyle me\u015fhur olan Fiat 126 Bis kullan\u0131yordum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir araba…<\/p>\n
Arka koltu\u011fu yat\u0131r\u0131yor, ithal muzlar\u0131n geldi\u011fi kal\u0131n mukavva kutulardan sekiz tanesini i\u00e7ine yerle\u015ftiriyordum. Tezg\u00e2h\u0131n demirleri, suntalar\u0131, ayaklar\u0131 da arac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde…<\/p>\n
D\u00f6rt metrelik tezg\u00e2h\u0131n par\u00e7alar\u0131\u00a0 araban\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ve arkas\u0131ndan ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc akl\u0131m olsa belki de cesaret edemezdim.<\/p>\n
Ama gen\u00e7lik ba\u015fka…<\/p>\n
Haftan\u0131n be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc il\u00e7e il\u00e7e pazar geziyor, ekme\u011fimin pe\u015finden ko\u015fuyordum.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn pazarc\u0131 bir a\u011fabeyim yan\u0131ma geldi.<\/p>\n
“Ali,” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Art\u0131k \u015fu arabay\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirelim.”<\/p>\n
\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Devam etti:<\/p>\n
“Bu i\u015fi kavrad\u0131n art\u0131k. Sana benim Ford minib\u00fcs\u00fc vereyim. Motoru ta\u015f gibi. Gram ya\u011f yakmaz. Kaportas\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck bulamazs\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7 hacmi de geni\u015f. Daha \u00e7ok mal koyar, daha \u00e7ok sat\u0131\u015f yapars\u0131n.”<\/p>\n
Do\u011frusu anlatt\u0131klar\u0131 i\u015ftah kabart\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Daha b\u00fcy\u00fck ara\u00e7…<\/p>\n
Daha fazla \u00fcr\u00fcn…<\/p>\n
Daha \u00e7ok kazan\u00e7…<\/p>\n
Sonra c\u00fcmlenin sonuna ekledi:<\/p>\n
“Yaln\u0131z y\u0131llard\u0131r \u00e7\u00f6zemedi\u011fimiz bir sorunu var.”<\/p>\n
“Nedir abi?” dedim.<\/p>\n
“Frenleri biraz zay\u0131f.”<\/p>\n
Ard\u0131ndan hemen ekledi:<\/p>\n
“Ama \u00e7ok da \u00f6nemli de\u011fil asl\u0131nda. Tutuyor elbette. Sadece h\u0131zl\u0131 giderken hemen durmuyor. Biz \u00e7\u00f6zemedik bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Ben a\u011f\u0131r kullan\u0131yorum, bana sorun olmuyor.”<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sustum.<\/p>\n
Sonra \u015f\u00f6yle dedim:<\/p>\n
“Abi, motorun sa\u011flam olmas\u0131 \u00f6nemli.”<\/p>\n
“Kaportas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcks\u00fcz olmas\u0131 \u00f6nemli.”<\/p>\n
“\u0130\u00e7 hacminin b\u00fcy\u00fck olmas\u0131 da \u00f6nemli.”<\/p>\n
“Bunlar\u0131n hepsi b\u00fcy\u00fck avantaj.”<\/p>\n
“Ama ben haftan\u0131n be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc il\u00e7elere gidiyorum. Bazen sabah\u0131n d\u00f6rd\u00fcnde kalkamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m oluyor. Bazen yolda h\u0131zlanmam gerekiyor.”<\/p>\n
“Senin \u00e7ok da \u00f6nemli de\u011fil dedi\u011fin \u015fey, benim hayat\u0131ma mal olabilir.”<\/p>\n
Motor ne kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olursa olsun…<\/p>\n
Kaporta ne kadar sa\u011flam olursa olsun…<\/p>\n
Bagaj ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck olursa olsun…<\/p>\n
Durmas\u0131 gereken yerde duram\u0131yorsa, di\u011fer \u00f6zelliklerin hi\u00e7bir anlam\u0131 kalm\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 yolda tutan \u015fey sadece motor de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Bazen hayat\u0131 kurtaran \u015fey frendir.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar sonra fark ettim ki…<\/p>\n
Bu sadece arabalar i\u00e7in ge\u00e7erli de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Dostluklarda da…<\/p>\n
Ortakl\u0131klarda da…<\/p>\n
Evliliklerde de…<\/p>\n
Bir insan\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olmas\u0131 g\u00fczel \u015feydir.<\/p>\n
Kararl\u0131 olmas\u0131 da…<\/p>\n
Cesur olmas\u0131 da…<\/p>\n
Fedak\u00e2r olmas\u0131 da…<\/p>\n
Ama bazen b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan daha \u00f6nemli bir \u00f6zellik vard\u0131r:<\/p>\n
Durabilmek.<\/p>\n
\u00d6fkelendi\u011finde…<\/p>\n
K\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
Kendini hakl\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde…<\/p>\n
Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndakinin can\u0131n\u0131 yakabilece\u011fini fark etti\u011finde…<\/p>\n
Durabilmek.<\/p>\n
Hayatta \u00e7o\u011fu insan\u0131n dikkati motor g\u00fcc\u00fcne gider.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 ilerledi\u011fine…<\/p>\n
Ne kadar \u00e7ok i\u015f ba\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131na…<\/p>\n
Ne kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc durdu\u011funa…<\/p>\n
Oysa insan ili\u015fkilerinde as\u0131l g\u00fcven veren \u015feyler \u00e7o\u011fu zaman g\u00f6steri\u015fli de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Bazen bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn yerinde kesilebilmesi…<\/p>\n
Bazen bir ad\u0131m\u0131n geri \u00e7ekilebilmesi…<\/p>\n
Bazen de;<\/p>\n
“Hakl\u0131 olsam bile burada durmal\u0131y\u0131m.”<\/p>\n
diyebilme olgunlu\u011fudur.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00fcven, sadece birlikte yola \u00e7\u0131kabilmek de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Gerekti\u011finde birbirine zarar vermeden yol alabilmektir.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan, birinin motor g\u00fcc\u00fcne hayran olabilir…<\/p>\n
Fakat as\u0131l mesele, gerekti\u011finde durabilece\u011finden emin olabilmektir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc karakter, insan\u0131n ne kadar h\u0131zland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Bazen…<\/p>\n
Ne zaman durabildi\u011finde ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar.\ud83c\udf3f<\/p>\n
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