<\/p>\n
Bir d\u00f6nem inan\u0131lmaz yorgundum\u2026<\/p>\n
Yat\u0131yorum kalkam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Oturdu\u011fum yerden aya\u011fa kalkmak bile y\u00fck gibi geliyordu.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn boyu a\u00e7\u0131klayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir halsizlik vard\u0131 \u00fczerimde.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcrekli yorgundum.<\/p>\n
Bu durum bir haftay\u0131 ge\u00e7ince aile dostumuz Doktor H\u0131fz\u0131 Amca\u2019ya g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeye karar verdim.<\/p>\n
Detayl\u0131 muayene etti.<\/p>\n
Uzun uzun dinledi.<\/p>\n
Sonunda; \u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015feyin yok gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Ama ard\u0131ndan durdu.<\/p>\n
\u201cFakat bir ka\u00e7ak olmal\u0131\u2026 Bunun bir nedeni olmal\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
O an s\u00f6yledi\u011fi c\u00fcmleyi bug\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2 unutmuyorum.<\/p>\n
Konusu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde di\u015flerime de bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir m\u00fcddet sessizce d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Sonra g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131r\u0131p \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n
\u201cSen bir di\u015f hekimi Ertan Abinin yan\u0131na git bakay\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Benim g\u00f6nderdi\u011fimi s\u00f6yle.<\/p>\n
Mutlaka film \u00e7eksin\u2026 Ve filme dikkatli baks\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Sonra beni arars\u0131n\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ertan Abinin yan\u0131na gittim.<\/p>\n
Durumu anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Samimiyetlerinden dolay\u0131 i\u015fi biraz \u015fakaya vurdular.<\/p>\n
\u201cYani H\u0131fz\u0131 Abi olay\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zemedi, topu bana att\u0131 \u00f6yle mi?\u201d diye g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Film \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n
Duvar\u0131ndaki \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 panoya ast\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dikkatlice incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir anda:<\/p>\n
\u201cVay arkada\u015f\u2026\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAdam yine hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 iyi mi!\u201d<\/p>\n
Merakla sordum:<\/p>\n
\u201cNe oldu Ertan Abi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131yla filmi g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cBak\u2026 \u015eu di\u015fin k\u00f6k\u00fcnden incecik bir s\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131 var.<\/p>\n
H\u0131fz\u0131 Abi \u00f6zellikle dikkatli bak demeseydi muhtemelen bunu fark etmeyecektim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Sonra ekledi:<\/p>\n
\u201cDi\u015fin k\u00f6k\u00fc iltihap yapm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ama kendine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir yol buldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u015fi\u015flik ve a\u011fr\u0131 yapmadan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Sen fark etmiyorsun ama v\u00fccut s\u00fcrekli bununla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Savunma sistemi devaml\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Seni halsiz b\u0131rakan \u015fey de bu.\u201d<\/p>\n
Kanal tedavisi yap\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ve ger\u00e7ekten\u2026<\/p>\n
O a\u00e7\u0131klayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yorgunluk k\u0131sa s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Ama bu hik\u00e2ye bana gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayat dersi verdi.<\/p>\n
Bazen insan\u0131 bitiren \u015fey b\u00fcy\u00fck darbeler olmuyor.<\/p>\n
\u0130ncecik s\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131lar oluyor.<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck ama s\u00fcrekli tekrar eden \u015feyler\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00f6z.<\/p>\n
Bir k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Bir yanl\u0131\u015f al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Bir huzursuz ortam.<\/p>\n
Bir de\u011fersizlik hissi.<\/p>\n
Bir insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde y\u0131llarca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez y\u00fckler\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131nca \u00f6nemsiz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorlar.<\/p>\n
Ama ruh, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck s\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131larla s\u00fcrekli u\u011fra\u015fmaktan yoruluyor.<\/p>\n
Ve insan bir g\u00fcn sadece \u015funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor:<\/p>\n
\u201cBen neden bu kadar halsizim?\u201d<\/p>\n
Oysa bazen mesele hayat\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imizde sessizce ak\u0131p duran o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck s\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131lar oluyor.<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011frendim ki;<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen b\u00fcy\u00fck yaralardan de\u011fil, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama s\u00fcrekli akan \u015feylerden t\u00fckeniyor.<\/p>\n
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\u270d\ufe0fAli \u0130hsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bir d\u00f6nem inan\u0131lmaz yorgundum\u2026 Yat\u0131yorum kalkam\u0131yorum. Oturdu\u011fum yerden aya\u011fa kalkmak bile y\u00fck gibi geliyordu. G\u00fcn boyu a\u00e7\u0131klayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir halsizlik > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[270,301,297,302,300,298,299],"class_list":["post-320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri-hikayeleri","tag-anlam-arayisi","tag-derin-dusunceler","tag-dusunduren-yazilar","tag-duygusal-yorgunluk","tag-icsel-yorgunluk","tag-ruhsal-yorgunluk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/320","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=320"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/320\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":321,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/320\/revisions\/321"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=320"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=320"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=320"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}