Bug\u00fcn yine hayat\u0131n ne kadar ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken babam geldi akl\u0131ma\u2026
\nAntalya\u2019da bir e\u011fitim seminerine ba\u015flamak \u00fczereydim.
\nBabam yakla\u015f\u0131k iki haftad\u0131r yo\u011fun bak\u0131mdayd\u0131.
\nTam haz\u0131rl\u0131k i\u00e7indeyken telefon \u00e7ald\u0131.
\nArayan doktordu.
\n\u201cAli Bey\u2026 baban\u0131z\u0131n kalbi durdu ama tekrar \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131k. \u015eu an durumu toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz\u2026\u201d
\nO an hissettim.
\nBu asl\u0131nda yakla\u015fan haberin ilk c\u00fcmlesiydi.
\nHi\u00e7 vakit kaybetmeden yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.
\nSaatler ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\nYolun ancak yar\u0131s\u0131na gelmi\u015ftim ki telefon yeniden \u00e7ald\u0131.
\nDoktor bu kez daha k\u0131sa konu\u015ftu:
\n\u201cBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun\u2026 baban\u0131z\u0131 kaybettik.\u201d
\nGeri kalan yolu nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fimi bir ben bilirim\u2026
\nBen Adapazar\u0131\u2019na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131mda babam\u0131 belediyenin morguna kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.
\nDo\u011fruca morga gittim.
\nTela\u015fla i\u00e7eri girdim.
\n\u201cBabam\u0131 g\u00f6rmek istiyorum\u2026 Fahri Sivri\u2026\u201d
\nG\u00f6revli bir anda y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.
\n\u00d6yle yumu\u015fak\u2026 \u00f6yle i\u00e7ten bakt\u0131 ki\u2026
\nSonra hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi:
\n\u201cO benim de babam gibiydi\u2026 Demek Fahri hocan\u0131n o\u011flusun\u2026\u201d
\nBuyur karde\u015fim dedi.
\nVe babam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131.
\nO an\u0131 burada anlatmak istemiyorum\u2026
\nBaz\u0131 ac\u0131lar anlat\u0131lm\u0131yor \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.
\nSadece ya\u015fan\u0131yor.
\nGece hi\u00e7 bitmedi.
\nSabah olunca babam\u0131 \u00f6nce evin \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek, helallik ald\u0131ktan sonra mezarl\u0131\u011fa u\u011furlayacakt\u0131k.
\nSabah morga gitti\u011fimde, n\u00f6betten \u00e7\u0131kan cenaze arac\u0131 \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcn amiriyle konu\u015fmas\u0131na \u015fahit oldum.
\n\u201cAmirim\u2026 listede g\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u2026 Fahri hocam gelmi\u015f\u2026 \u0130zin verin onu ben g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim\u2026\u201d
\nBir insan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde bile sevilmi\u015f oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek\u2026
\nTarifi zor bir \u015feymi\u015f.
\n\u0130znini ald\u0131.
\nBabam\u0131 araca yerle\u015ftirdiler.
\nBen de \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcn yan\u0131na oturdum.
\nPandeminin ilk d\u00f6nemleriydi.
\nToplu cenaze namazlar\u0131 yasakt\u0131.
\nSadece yak\u0131n aileye izin veriliyordu.
\nTam o s\u0131rada belediyenin hoparl\u00f6r\u00fcnden bir anons y\u00fckseldi.
\nBabam\u0131n vefat\u0131n\u0131 haber veriyordu.
\nSonra da \u015funu ekledi:
\n\u201cCenazesi bug\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fle namaz\u0131na m\u00fcteakip Karaman K\u00f6y\u00fc 17 A\u011fustos Camii\u2019nden kald\u0131r\u0131lacakt\u0131r\u2026\u201d
\n\u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nTalebelerinden biri, hi\u00e7bir izin almadan bu anonsu yapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\n\u0130\u00e7imden ge\u00e7irdim:
\n\u201cKim gelecek ki zaten\u2026\u201d
\nAma yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.
\nMezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki camiye vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce dona kald\u0131m.
\n\u0130nsanlar gelmi\u015fti.
\nHem de \u00e7ok insan\u2026
\nD\u0131\u015far\u0131ya ses sistemi kurulmu\u015ftu.
\nMikrofonu alan, babamla ilgili bir an\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu.
\nSonra ba\u015fka biri ge\u00e7ti mikrofona\u2026
\nSonra bir ba\u015fkas\u0131\u2026
\nDakikalar ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\nAn\u0131lar bitmedi.
\nO g\u00fcn \u015funu fark ettim:
\nBiz babam\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 sadece evde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz kadar\u0131yla biliyormu\u015fuz.
\nMe\u011fer insanlar \u00fczerinde ne izler b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nNe g\u00f6n\u00fcllere dokunmu\u015f\u2026
\nNe yaralara merhem olmu\u015f\u2026
\nNe sessiz iyilikler yapm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nBaz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n ger\u00e7ek b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, yoklu\u011funda ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.
\nO g\u00fcn herkesin babas\u0131yd\u0131 sanki o.
\nVe ben ilk kez \u015funu hissettim:
\nBabam \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde yaln\u0131z kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.
\nTam tersine\u2026
\nBabam\u0131n y\u0131llarca dokundu\u011fu insanlar, o g\u00fcn bizi yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nCenaze boyunca \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m.
\nAma bir s\u00fcre sonra a\u011flamam\u0131n sebebi de\u011fi\u015fti.
\nArt\u0131k sadece babam\u0131 kaybetti\u011fim i\u00e7in a\u011flam\u0131yordum\u2026
\nOna imreniyordum.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki;
\nBir insan\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan b\u0131rakabilece\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck miras\u2026
\nmal\u0131 de\u011fil\u2026
\ninsanlar\u0131n kalbinde b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izmi\u015f.
\nVe o g\u00fcn,
\n\u201cNas\u0131l ya\u015farsan\u0131z \u00f6yle \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u201d hadisinin canl\u0131 h\u00e2lini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\nBabam giderken bile bana son bir ders b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:
\n\u0130nsan, ger\u00e7ekten iyi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fsa\u2026
\n\u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bile insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine umut b\u0131rakabiliyormu\u015f.
\n\u00d6\u011frendim ki\u2026
\nHayatta sahip oldu\u011fumuz \u015feyler de\u011fil\u2026
\ndokundu\u011fumuz insanlar kal\u0131yor geriye.
\nVe bazen bir insan\u0131n ger\u00e7ek serveti,
\ncenazesinde anlat\u0131lan hat\u0131ralarda sakl\u0131 oluyor.<\/p>\n
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