\u0130stedi\u011fin sonuca ula\u015fmam\u0131\u015f bir hayat\u0131<\/p>\n
k\u00f6kten de\u011fi\u015ftirmek zordur.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren \u015feyler\u2026<\/p>\n
b\u00fcy\u00fck kararlar de\u011fil,<\/p>\n
al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Yeme i\u00e7me\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u2026<\/p>\n
dinlenme\u2026<\/p>\n
ili\u015fkiler\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnl\u00fck yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n her \u015fey,<\/p>\n
zamanla seni olu\u015fturur.<\/p>\n
Hen\u00fcz 30 ya\u015f\u0131ma gelmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok sevdi\u011fim bir dostumla<\/p>\n
muhte\u015fem bir g\u00fcn ge\u00e7irmi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131l\u0131rken bana \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n
\u201cAli\u2019ci\u011fim\u2026<\/p>\n
her \u015fey g\u00fczel ama<\/p>\n
\u015fu sigaray\u0131 da b\u0131raksan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
O an \u015funu hissettim:<\/p>\n
Bunu benim iyili\u011fim i\u00e7in s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Ve o g\u00fczel g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n
g\u00fczel bir kararla bitirmek istedim.<\/p>\n
Elimdeki son sigara paketlerini<\/p>\n
par\u00e7alad\u0131m\u2026 \u00e7\u00f6pe att\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ertesi sabah\u2026<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131m\u0131n en garip sabahlar\u0131ndan biriydi.<\/p>\n
Boynumu \u00e7eviremiyordum.<\/p>\n
Hareket ettik\u00e7e ba\u015f\u0131ma<\/p>\n
b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi bir a\u011fr\u0131 giriyordu.<\/p>\n
Aynaya bakt\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Aln\u0131mdaki damarlar<\/p>\n
sanki kabartma harita gibi \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Korktum.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ekten korktum.<\/p>\n
Hemen tan\u0131d\u0131k bir doktor a\u011fabeyime gittim.<\/p>\n
Beni dinledi\u2026<\/p>\n
tek tek anlatt\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ve bir yerde durdu:<\/p>\n
\u201cSigaray\u0131 m\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131n?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u00fcnde ka\u00e7 paket i\u00e7iyordun?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130ki paket\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n
Pencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ay s\u00f6yledi.<\/p>\n
Ve cebinden sigara \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bana uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk nefesi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda\u2026<\/p>\n
O kabarm\u0131\u015f damarlar<\/p>\n
s\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Doktorun s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u015fey<\/p>\n
\u00e7ok netti:<\/p>\n
\u201cSen bunu birden b\u0131rakamazs\u0131n.<\/p>\n
V\u00fccut al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
bunu kademeli b\u0131rakman laz\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir plan yapt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Azaltarak\u2026<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Zorlamadan\u2026<\/p>\n
Ve ger\u00e7ekten i\u015fe yarad\u0131.<\/p>\n
K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra<\/p>\n
g\u00fcnde 2 paketten<\/p>\n
6 sigaraya d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle der:<\/p>\n
\u201cYa b\u0131rakacaksan<\/p>\n
bir anda b\u0131rakacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n
Evet\u2026<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7in bu do\u011frudur.<\/p>\n
Ama herkes ayn\u0131 de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
Ben \u015funu \u00f6\u011frendim:<\/p>\n
\ud83d\udc49 Al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar<\/p>\n
zorla de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
y\u00f6netilerek de\u011fi\u015fir.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6t\u00fc al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131<\/p>\n
bir anda b\u0131rakam\u0131yorsan\u2026<\/p>\n
azalt.<\/p>\n
\u0130yi al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131<\/p>\n
bir anda kuram\u0131yorsan\u2026<\/p>\n
artt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir eksiltme\u2026<\/p>\n
Her g\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir art\u0131rma\u2026<\/p>\n
Zamanla\u2026<\/p>\n
hayat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftiren \u015fey\u2026<\/p>\n
bir anda al\u0131nan b\u00fcy\u00fck kararlar de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
her g\u00fcn tekrar edilen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ad\u0131mlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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