\u0130nsan\u2026<\/p>\n
ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 kand\u0131rabilir.<\/p>\n
Ama en \u00e7ok\u2026<\/p>\n
kendini kand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Hem de \u00e7o\u011fu zaman<\/p>\n
fark\u0131nda bile olmadan.<\/p>\n
\u201cZaman\u0131m yok\u201d der mesela\u2026<\/p>\n
ama asl\u0131nda cesareti yoktur.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eartlar uygun de\u011fil\u201d der\u2026<\/p>\n
ama asl\u0131nda haz\u0131r de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n
\u201cBiraz daha bekleyeyim\u201d der\u2026<\/p>\n
ama asl\u0131nda korkuyordur.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan bazen korkusunu\u2026<\/p>\n
mant\u0131k gibi anlat\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Tembelli\u011fini\u2026<\/p>\n
yo\u011funluk diye isimlendirir.<\/p>\n
Karars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cdo\u011fru zaman\u0131 bekliyorum\u201d diye s\u00fcsler.<\/p>\n
Ve b\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle\u2026<\/p>\n
kendi hik\u00e2yesine inan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek zor gelir.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ek \u015fudur:<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan \u00e7o\u011fu zaman<\/p>\n
yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
yapmak istemedi\u011fi i\u00e7in yapmaz.<\/p>\n
Ya da\u2026<\/p>\n
asl\u0131nda ne istedi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
Ama bunu kabul etmek\u2026<\/p>\n
zor gelir.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o zaman<\/p>\n
sorumluluk ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
Ve insan\u2026<\/p>\n
sorumluluk almamak i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
kendine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yalanlar s\u00f6ylemeye devam eder.<\/p>\n
Ta ki bir g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n
durup kendine d\u00fcr\u00fcst olana kadar.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte de\u011fi\u015fim tam orada ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
\u201cBen asl\u0131nda korkuyorum\u201d dedi\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBen erteledim\u201d dedi\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cBen istemedim\u201d dedi\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fey \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u2026<\/p>\n
kendine yalan s\u00f6ylemeyi b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
ilk defa<\/p>\n
kendine yakla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ve o noktadan sonra\u2026<\/p>\n
yol netle\u015fir.<\/p>\n
Belki zor olur\u2026<\/p>\n
ama ger\u00e7ek olur.<\/p>\n
Ve insan\u2026<\/p>\n
ger\u00e7ekle y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde<\/p>\n
daha yava\u015f gitse bile<\/p>\n
daha sa\u011flam gider.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u270d\ufe0fAli ihsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130nsan\u2026 ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 kand\u0131rabilir. Ama en \u00e7ok\u2026 kendini kand\u0131r\u0131r. Hem de \u00e7o\u011fu zaman fark\u0131nda bile olmadan. \u201cZaman\u0131m yok\u201d der mesela\u2026 ama > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,231,232,132,52,230,229,234,182,233],"class_list":["post-211","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-bahaneler","tag-erteleme","tag-farkindalik","tag-hayat-dersleri","tag-icsel-yuzlesme","tag-kendine-yalan-soylemek","tag-kendini-tanimak","tag-kisisel-gelisim","tag-korkular"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=211"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":267,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211\/revisions\/267"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=211"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=211"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=211"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}