Bug\u00fcn m\u00fc?<\/p>\n
Yaz\u0131n en sade mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Menemenin domatesini, biberini bah\u00e7eden topluyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
yumurtas\u0131 k\u00fcmesten geliyor.<\/p>\n
Hayat\u2026<\/p>\n
basitle\u015ftik\u00e7e g\u00fczelle\u015fiyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Etraf\u0131mda<\/p>\n
yakla\u015f\u0131k yirmi kedi\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u00f6pe\u011fim Parra\u2019n\u0131n yavrular\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
daha g\u00f6zleri bile tam a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fken<\/p>\n
hayata tutunmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcmelerini izliyorum.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcyorlar\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan gibi de\u011filler.<\/p>\n
Ama bir \u015fey var ki\u2026<\/p>\n
insandan daha iyi biliyorlar:<\/p>\n
Sevmeyi.<\/p>\n
Bazen k\u0131z\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n
ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fip kenara \u00e7ekiliyorlar.<\/p>\n
Sonra geliyorlar\u2026<\/p>\n
hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi<\/p>\n
yan\u0131ma sokuluyorlar.<\/p>\n
Sanki \u015funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar:<\/p>\n
\u201cBiz senin niyetini biliyoruz.\u201d<\/p>\n
Bah\u00e7ede ise ba\u015fka bir mucize var.<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir tohum\u2026<\/p>\n
karanl\u0131k topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden<\/p>\n
\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru yol buluyor.<\/p>\n
Tutunuyor.<\/p>\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Ve zamanla\u2026<\/p>\n
kilolarca meyve veriyor.<\/p>\n
O zaman anl\u0131yorsun:<\/p>\n
Bir \u015feyin b\u00fcy\u00fcmesi i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
\u00f6nce g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir s\u00fcre\u00e7ten ge\u00e7mesi gerekiyor.<\/p>\n
Sab\u0131rdan\u2026<\/p>\n
bak\u0131mdan\u2026<\/p>\n
emekten\u2026<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce duydu\u011fum bir s\u00f6z vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama bug\u00fcn\u2026 ger\u00e7ekten anl\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n
\u201cBir m\u0131s\u0131r tarlas\u0131 i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
tek bir tohum yeterlidir.\u201d<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn geldi\u011fim noktada\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015funu \u00e7ok net g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum:<\/p>\n
Mesele para de\u011fil.<\/strong><\/p>\n Mesele\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n kim oldu\u011fun.<\/strong><\/p>\n \u0130nsanlar bug\u00fcn bir sonu\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n Ama ben\u2026<\/p>\n o sonucun arkas\u0131ndaki yolu biliyorum.<\/p>\n Nereden ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n hi\u00e7 bilmeden ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n ka\u00e7 kez olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Ama yine de<\/p>\n devam etti\u011fimi.<\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczden bug\u00fcn sahip olduklar\u0131m\u0131n de\u011feri ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben bu hik\u00e2yeyi\u2026<\/p>\n \u015fansla de\u011fil,<\/p>\n vazge\u00e7meyerek yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ama\u2026<\/p>\n bu hik\u00e2yenin i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n bir \u015fey daha var.<\/p>\n Belki de en ger\u00e7e\u011fi.<\/p>\n Ge\u00e7 kal\u0131nm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u2026<\/p>\n baz\u0131 \u015feylerin de\u011ferini<\/p>\n elindeyken tam anlayam\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Annem\u2026<\/p>\n babam\u2026<\/p>\n Ben onlar\u0131 kaybettikten sonra anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ve insan\u2026<\/p>\n kaybettikten sonra<\/p>\n neyi kaybetti\u011fini \u00e7ok daha iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n E\u011fer bu hik\u00e2yede sana ge\u00e7en<\/p>\n tek bir \u015fey bile olduysa\u2026<\/p>\n senden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ricam var.<\/p>\n Benim i\u00e7in de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n kendin i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n E\u011fer annen, baban hayattaysa\u2026<\/p>\n bir g\u00fcn de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n bir ara de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n m\u00fcmk\u00fcnse \u015fimdi\u2026<\/p>\n ara.<\/p>\n Git.<\/p>\n Sar\u0131l.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 \u015feyler\u2026<\/p>\n ertelendi\u011finde<\/p>\n geri gelmiyor.<\/p>\n Benim i\u00e7in bir Fatiha okursan da\u2026<\/p>\n bil ki bir yerlerde<\/p>\n iki g\u00fczel insan\u0131n ruhuna ula\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n Ve belki de\u2026<\/p>\n bu hik\u00e2yenin en ger\u00e7ek taraf\u0131 budur.<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n Zeliha ile Salih\u2019in emaneti Ay\u015fe\u2019ye\u2026<\/p>\n Seher ile Memi\u015f\u2019in emaneti Fahri\u2019ye\u2026<\/p>\n …<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u270d\ufe0fAli ihsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bug\u00fcn m\u00fc? Yaz\u0131n en sade mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Menemenin domatesini, biberini bah\u00e7eden topluyorum\u2026 yumurtas\u0131 k\u00fcmesten geliyor. Hayat\u2026 basitle\u015ftik\u00e7e g\u00fczelle\u015fiyormu\u015f. Etraf\u0131mda yakla\u015f\u0131k > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,200,191,204,38,199,18,146,203,202,201],"class_list":["post-192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-anne-baba-degeri","tag-emek-ve-sabir","tag-gec-kalmak","tag-gercek-hayat-hikayesi","tag-geriye-kalan","tag-hayat-dersi","tag-hayatin-anlami","tag-hayatta-onemli-olan","tag-insan-olmak","tag-tohum"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=192"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":274,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions\/274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}