\u00c7ocukken\u2026<\/p>\n
Karaman k\u00f6y\u00fcnde \u00e7imenlere uzan\u0131r,<\/p>\n
g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en u\u00e7aklara bakard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ve hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n
\u201cO u\u00e7akta kimler var acaba?<\/p>\n
Nereye gidiyorlar?<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l hayatlar ya\u015f\u0131yorlar?\u201d<\/p>\n
O zamanlar\u2026<\/p>\n
o u\u00e7aklar bana sadece uzakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n par\u00e7as\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n
Ben ise yerdeydim.<\/p>\n
Topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026<\/p>\n
hayvanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
kendi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fcnyamda.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n
o u\u00e7aklardan birine binmek i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk u\u00e7u\u015fuma bir hafta vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama i\u00e7imdeki duygu heyecan de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n
\ud83d\udc49 korkuydu.<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle bir korku ki\u2026<\/p>\n
elimi aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 birbirine dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Rahmetli babam bile dayanamay\u0131p:<\/p>\n
\u201cO\u011flum, bu kadar korkuyorsan gitme,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Ama gidecektim.<\/p>\n
Singapur\u2019da,<\/p>\n
Asya Pasifik b\u00f6lgesinin en b\u00fcy\u00fck e\u011fitim semineri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ve ben\u2026<\/p>\n
o u\u00e7a\u011fa binecektim.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn geldi.<\/p>\n
Mide bulant\u0131s\u0131 ila\u00e7lar\u0131,<\/p>\n
sakinle\u015ftiriciler\u2026<\/p>\n
hepsi \u00e7antadayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Havaalan\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
x-ray\u2026<\/p>\n
pasaport kontrol\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
Her ad\u0131mda i\u00e7imdeki gerginlik biraz daha artt\u0131.<\/p>\n
U\u00e7a\u011fa bindim.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7eri girince d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm tek \u015fey \u015fuydu:<\/p>\n
\u201cBu koca \u015fey ger\u00e7ekten u\u00e7acak m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n
Cam kenar\u0131na oturdum.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131mda arkada\u015flar\u0131m vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Motor sesi y\u00fckseldi.<\/p>\n
U\u00e7ak hareket etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u00e2l\u00e2 bir otob\u00fcs gibiydi\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama \u00e7ok h\u0131zl\u0131 giden bir otob\u00fcs.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imden bildi\u011fim t\u00fcm dualar\u0131 okuyordum.<\/p>\n
Bir an\u2026<\/p>\n
yan\u0131mdaki arkada\u015f\u0131n bacaklar\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sanki o beni kurtaracakm\u0131\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n
Sonra\u2026<\/p>\n
o an geldi.<\/p>\n
Tekerler yerden kesildi.<\/p>\n
Kalbim duracak sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam vaktiydi.<\/p>\n
Hava kararmak \u00fczereydi.<\/p>\n
Arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u0131srar\u0131yla<\/p>\n
camdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ve\u2026<\/p>\n
nutkum tutuldu.<\/p>\n
\u0130stanbul\u2026<\/p>\n
\u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bo\u011faz\u2026<\/p>\n
iki gerdanl\u0131k gibi parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7indeyken bunald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o trafik\u2026<\/p>\n
yukar\u0131dan bir tablo gibiydi.<\/p>\n
O manzaraya bakarken\u2026<\/p>\n
korkum yava\u015f yava\u015f \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ve ilk kez \u015funu hissettim:<\/p>\n
\ud83d\udc49 Bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fince\u2026<\/p>\n
her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fiyordu.<\/p>\n
Saatler ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Uzun bir yolculuktan sonra<\/p>\n
Singapur\u2019a indik.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m an\u2026<\/p>\n
farkl\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyada oldu\u011fumu hissettim.<\/p>\n
Her \u015fey yabanc\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama garip bir \u015fekilde\u2026<\/p>\n
i\u00e7imde bir tan\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131k hissi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
ben zaten buraya gelmeliydim.<\/p>\n
Son g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n
expo alan\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7imlere \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Binlerce insan\u0131n aras\u0131ndan uzakla\u015f\u0131p<\/p>\n
bo\u015f bir yere uzand\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ellerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ve\u2026<\/p>\n
bir an donup kald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ayn\u0131 sahne.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce\u2026<\/p>\n
Karaman k\u00f6y\u00fcnde<\/p>\n
\u00e7imenlere uzanm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n
g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi\u2026<\/p>\n
Singapur\u2019dayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ama yine ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde yat\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Ve yine g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
O an i\u00e7imden ge\u00e7en tek \u015fey \u015fuydu:<\/p>\n
\u201cHey gidi hayat\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir zamanlar<\/p>\n
o u\u00e7aklar\u0131n i\u00e7indekileri merak eden ben\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015fimdi o g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inden<\/p>\n
yery\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n
Karaman k\u00f6y\u00fc nere\u2026<\/p>\n
Singapur nere\u2026<\/p>\n
Ve ben\u2026<\/p>\n
ikisini de ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m:<\/p>\n
\ud83d\udc49 \u0130nsan bazen sadece yer de\u011fi\u015ftirmez\u2026<\/p>\n
\ud83d\udc49 bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirir.<\/p>\n
Ve bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fti\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n
d\u00fcn imk\u00e2ns\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u015feyler,<\/p>\n
bug\u00fcn\u00fcn ger\u00e7e\u011fi olur.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u270d\ufe0fAli ihsan Sivri hik\u00e2yeleri<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00c7ocukken\u2026 Karaman k\u00f6y\u00fcnde \u00e7imenlere uzan\u0131r, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en u\u00e7aklara bakard\u0131m. Ve hep ayn\u0131 \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm: \u201cO u\u00e7akta kimler var acaba? Nereye > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,188,187,190,186,189],"class_list":["post-183","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-basariya-giden-yol","tag-degisim-ve-donusum","tag-hayaller-ve-gercekler","tag-hayatin-donusum-hikayesi","tag-ilham-veren-gercek-hikayeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=183"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":277,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/183\/revisions\/277"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=183"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=183"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=183"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}