{"id":152,"date":"2026-04-06T17:32:33","date_gmt":"2026-04-06T17:32:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/?p=152"},"modified":"2026-04-06T17:32:33","modified_gmt":"2026-04-06T17:32:33","slug":"dukkan-actim-kendimi-kapattim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/2026\/04\/06\/dukkan-actim-kendimi-kapattim\/","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fckkan a\u00e7t\u0131m kendimi kapatt\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kazand\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 hayat\u0131m\u0131 kaybettim.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yine Adapazar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bor\u00e7 bitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Pe\u015fimden gelen yoktu.<\/p>\n

Ama\u2026<\/p>\n

cebimde para da yoktu.<\/p>\n

Hayat beni yine bildi\u011fim yere getirdi:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 Bakkal.<\/p>\n

Ne zaman s\u0131k\u0131\u015fsam\u2026<\/p>\n

hep oraya d\u00f6n\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu i\u015fte \u015funu biliyordum:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 Parayla de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 d\u00f6ng\u00fcyle kazan\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Toptanc\u0131lara haber verdim:<\/p>\n

\u201cBatmak \u00fczere bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n ar\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir yer buldular.<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7 bir \u00e7ocuk i\u015fletiyordu.<\/p>\n

D\u00fckk\u00e2na girdim.<\/p>\n

Raflar neredeyse bo\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Ama ben \u015funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBu d\u00fckk\u00e2n de\u011fil\u2026 f\u0131rsat.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNe istiyorsun?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n

\u201c2,5 milyon,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imden ge\u00e7irdim:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cParam olsa\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 1,5 milyona al\u0131r\u0131m bunu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ama param yoktu.<\/p>\n

Ve o an\u2026<\/p>\n

mesele de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cParam yoksa\u2026 eme\u011fim var.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bir sigara ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u201cAl\u0131rsam zaten benim olacak\u2026<\/p>\n

alamazsam helal et,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n

Oturdum.<\/p>\n

D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 izledim.<\/p>\n

Bo\u015f raflara bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ama g\u00f6z\u00fcmde doluydu.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben \u015funu g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBuray\u0131 ben doldururum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sonra d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve dedim ki:<\/p>\n

\u201cBak\u2026 sana para teklif etmiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSana bir y\u0131l teklif ediyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Durdu.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu d\u00fckk\u00e2n i\u00e7in 2,5 milyon istiyorsun ya\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBen sana 12 ay boyunca<\/p>\n

her ay 1 milyon \u00f6deyece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sessizlik.<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cToplamda 12 milyon.\u201d<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zleri de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k mesele \u015fuydu:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 2,5 milyonu bug\u00fcn almak m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 12 milyonu zamana yaymak m\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u201cTek \u015fart\u0131m var,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6demeler 1 ay sonra ba\u015flayacak.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYani ben \u00f6nce \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cSonra \u00f6deyece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n

O an asl\u0131nda \u015funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordum:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBen bu d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 parayla de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u00f6mr\u00fcmle sat\u0131n al\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Tam o s\u0131rada babas\u0131 geldi.<\/p>\n

\u201cPe\u015finat?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

\u201cYok,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n

Sinirlendi.<\/p>\n

\u201cOlmaz b\u00f6yle i\u015f!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Ben d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Sakin ama net:<\/p>\n

\u201cAbi\u2026 ben sana risk sunmuyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYa zaman\u0131nda \u00f6derim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYa gecikirim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cAma hangi ihtimal olursa olsun\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 sen yine k\u00e2rdas\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

Uzun uzun bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra sadece \u015funu dedi:<\/p>\n

\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsan\u0131z yap\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130mzalad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

D\u00fckk\u00e2n art\u0131k benimdi.<\/p>\n

Ama\u2026<\/p>\n

as\u0131l bedel \u015fimdi ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Sabah 6.<\/p>\n

Gece 2.<\/p>\n

Her g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Ayn\u0131 d\u00f6ng\u00fc:<\/p>\n

Mal al.<\/p>\n

Rafa diz.<\/p>\n

Sat.<\/p>\n

Temizle.<\/p>\n

Tekrar ba\u015fa d\u00f6n.<\/p>\n

Sadece bakkal de\u011fildi art\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Mini market yapt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Tuhafiye\u2026<\/p>\n

Z\u00fcccaciye\u2026<\/p>\n

Kozmetik\u2026<\/p>\n

Her \u015fey.<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ama bu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma de\u011fildi art\u0131k.<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 kendimi \u00f6d\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n

Bir y\u0131l boyunca\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 bedava gezmedim\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 bedava \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Ama \u015funu biliyordum:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBu s\u00fcre bitince\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 bir d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131m olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ve o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce\u2026<\/p>\n

beni ayakta tuttu.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6ng\u00fc kuruldu.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Para gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama\u2026<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 hayat gitmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ne bayram\u2026<\/p>\n

ne cenaze\u2026<\/p>\n

ne bir dost\u2026<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktu.<\/p>\n

Sadece d\u00fckk\u00e2n.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n

sandalyede otururken fark ettim:<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cBen para kazanm\u0131yorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 hayat\u0131m\u0131 taksitle sat\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

\ud83d\udc49 \u201cKazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m para de\u011fildi\u2026
\ntaksitle satt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayatt\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kazand\u0131k\u00e7a\u2026 hayat\u0131m\u0131 kaybettim. Yine Adapazar\u0131. Bor\u00e7 bitmi\u015fti. Pe\u015fimden gelen yoktu. Ama\u2026 cebimde para da yoktu. Hayat beni yine bildi\u011fim yere > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[136,150,99,74,152,154,81,153,151,155],"class_list":["post-152","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-bakkal-hikayesi","tag-basari-hikayesi","tag-girisimcilik","tag-hayat-mucadelesi","tag-kazanirken-kaybetmek","tag-kucuk-isletme","tag-ozgurluk-bedeli","tag-sifir-sermaye","tag-yalnizlik"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/152","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=152"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/152\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":154,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/152\/revisions\/154"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=152"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=152"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=152"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}