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Bir g\u00fcnde hem dibe vurdu\u011fum\u2026 hem aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn<\/em>.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Zarflar gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n Resm\u00ee\u2026 kal\u0131n\u2026 so\u011fuk zarflar.<\/p>\n Son uyar\u0131lar.<\/p>\n \u201c\u00d6demezsen\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201chaciz\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cblokaj\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201chapis\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Rakam\u0131 ilk hesaplad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n 86 \u00e7ek.<\/p>\n Her biri 3 ay.<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 258 ay.<\/p>\n Yani\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 21,5 y\u0131l.<\/p>\n Bir an durup d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n \u201c\u0130nsanlar ne yap\u0131nca 21 y\u0131l hapis al\u0131r?\u201d<\/p>\n Ben ne yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m?<\/p>\n Dosyalar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n Ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n 11 tane.<\/p>\n Ve\u2026<\/p>\n 11 ayr\u0131 tutuklama karar\u0131.<\/p>\n Art\u0131k sadece bor\u00e7lu de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 aran\u0131yordum<\/strong>.<\/p>\n Tam o g\u00fcnlerde\u2026<\/p>\n Abim arad\u0131.<\/p>\n \u201cGel,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n \u201cBurada yeniden ba\u015flar\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n \u0130stanbul\u2019a gittim.<\/p>\n Yeni bir hayat\u2026<\/p>\n ya da son \u015fans.<\/p>\n Gazetede \u00e7\u0131kacak bir sayfa projesi.<\/p>\n Ben sat\u0131\u015f yapaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u0130lk ay\u2026 s\u0131f\u0131r.<\/p>\n \u0130kinci ay\u2026 s\u0131f\u0131r.<\/p>\n Son \u015fans.<\/p>\n O g\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n sabah 9\u2019da \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n Tak\u0131m elbise.<\/p>\n Kravat.<\/p>\n Evrak \u00e7antas\u0131.<\/p>\n Ara\u00e7 yok.<\/p>\n Y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek.<\/p>\n Be\u015fikta\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n Galata\u2026<\/p>\n Emin\u00f6n\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n Aksaray\u2026<\/p>\n T\u00fcm g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n Kap\u0131 kap\u0131.<\/p>\n Cevap hep ayn\u0131:<\/p>\n \u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnelim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Saat 5.<\/p>\n Yaz s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00dcst\u00fcmden ter ak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Ama fark\u0131nda de\u011filim.<\/p>\n Etiler\u2019de bir bayi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u201cSon bir deneme,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7eri girdim.<\/p>\n Adam bana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama\u2026 garip bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n Sonra dedi ki:<\/p>\n \u201cEvlad\u0131m\u2026 bu ne hal?\u201d<\/p>\n Ceketime bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n O an fark ettim.<\/p>\n Ceketim\u2026<\/p>\n terden a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n Lacivertin \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u2026<\/p>\n beyaz tuz izleri.<\/p>\n Dalga dalga.<\/p>\n G\u00f6mlek\u2026<\/p>\n v\u00fccuduma yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n Kravat bile \u0131slak.<\/p>\n \u201c\u00c7\u0131kar,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n Ceketi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u201cG\u00f6mle\u011fi de \u00e7\u0131kar.\u201d<\/p>\n \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ama \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7eriye seslendi:<\/p>\n \u201cTi\u015f\u00f6rt getirin.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cSo\u011fuk i\u00e7ecek\u00a0 bir \u015feyler getirin.\u201d<\/p>\n Ben h\u00e2l\u00e2 anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n Ne oldu \u015fimdi?<\/p>\n Sonra oturduk.<\/p>\n Anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ama o\u2026<\/p>\n beni dinlemiyordu sadece.<\/strong><\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 beni okuyordu<\/strong>.<\/p>\n O g\u00fcn \u015funu \u00f6\u011frendim:<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 \u0130nsanlar \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil\u2026 seni sat\u0131n al\u0131r<\/strong>.<\/p>\n \u201cTamam,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n Bir reklam ald\u0131.<\/p>\n 10.000 dolar.<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7 pazarl\u0131k yapmadan.<\/p>\n Yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 pe\u015fin verdi.<\/p>\n Elimde para vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama as\u0131l kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey para de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Kendime olan inanc\u0131m\u0131 geri alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m<\/strong>.<\/p>\n Eve y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n 4 kilometre.<\/p>\n Ama bu sefer\u2026<\/p>\n yorgun de\u011fildim.<\/p>\n Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n Dans ederek girdim.<\/p>\n \ud83d\ude02<\/p>\n Masaya paray\u0131 att\u0131m.<\/p>\n O ak\u015fam\u2026<\/p>\n sadece bir sat\u0131\u015f kutlamad\u0131k.<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Aya\u011fa kalkmay\u0131 kutlad\u0131k.<\/p>\n Ama\u2026<\/p>\n her \u015fey bitmi\u015f de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n Dosyalar duruyordu.<\/p>\n Tutuklama kararlar\u0131 duruyordu.<\/p>\n Bir yan\u0131m h\u00e2l\u00e2 karanl\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama\u2026<\/p>\n di\u011fer yan\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 bahard\u0131.<\/p>\n Parkta otururken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n \u201cBu ne?\u201d<\/p>\n Felaket mi?<\/p>\n F\u0131rsat m\u0131?<\/p>\n Sonra anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Bazen\u2026<\/p>\n sen ne yaparsan yap\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 hayat kendi yolunu a\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n Ve sen sadece\u2026<\/p>\n y\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u00fcn..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bir g\u00fcnde hem dibe vurdu\u011fum\u2026 hem aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn. Zarflar gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Resm\u00ee\u2026 kal\u0131n\u2026 so\u011fuk zarflar. Son uyar\u0131lar. > Devam\u0131n\u0131 Oku<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[136,140,141,142,118,138],"class_list":["post-148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bu-yoldan-gectim","tag-ali-ihsan-sivri","tag-emek","tag-inanc","tag-kazanmak","tag-ticaret-hayati","tag-zor-gunler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=148"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":149,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions\/149"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/buyoldangectim.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}