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Bir gece\u2026 korkunun ger\u00e7ekten ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n B\u00fcy\u00fck firmalar alacaklar\u0131n\u0131 mahkemeye veriyordu.<\/p>\n K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck olanlar\u2026<\/p>\n kendileri geliyordu.<\/p>\n Yine Adapazar\u0131 sokaklar\u0131nda paspas sat\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n Bir anda arkamda bir minib\u00fcs belirdi.<\/p>\n Selekt\u00f6r\u2026 korna\u2026 durmadan.<\/p>\n Aynadan bakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n Tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n Deniz.<\/p>\n \u0130yi bir esnaft\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama ona da borcum vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Sa\u011fa \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n \u0130necektim\u2026<\/p>\n Ama aynadan bir \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n Ellerinde sopalar.<\/p>\n Kap\u0131 cebinde bir b\u0131\u00e7ak vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Onu ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ben de indim.<\/p>\n Kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya durduk.<\/p>\n Ba\u011f\u0131rmalar ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n Hakaretler\u2026<\/p>\n O y\u00fckseldi.<\/p>\n Ben y\u00fckseldim.<\/p>\n Bir ad\u0131m daha at\u0131lsa\u2026<\/p>\n bitecekti..<\/p>\n Dedim ki:<\/p>\n \u201cBen seni doland\u0131racak adam olsam\u2026<\/p>\n en \u00e7ok mal \u00e7ekerken yapard\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cSana d\u00f6rt y\u0131ld\u0131r yanl\u0131\u015f yapt\u0131m m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n Durdu.<\/p>\n Dinledi.<\/p>\n \u201cB\u0131rak\u0131n sopalar\u0131,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n \u201cBu cenazeyi nas\u0131l kald\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z, onu konu\u015fal\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n Kald\u0131r\u0131ma oturduk.<\/p>\n Sigara yakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n Sonra \u00e7antas\u0131ndan kal\u0131n bir ajanda \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00d6n\u00fcme att\u0131.<\/p>\n \u201cBen bu alacaklar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden evlenemiyorum,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7im yand\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hakl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n \u201cNe eksik?\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n \u201cEv,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n \u201cHi\u00e7bir \u015feyim yok.\u201d<\/p>\n M\u00fccahit\u2019i arad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ar\u00e7elik bayii.<\/p>\n \u201cBir ev kuraca\u011f\u0131z,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n Minib\u00fcs doldu.<\/p>\n Buzdolab\u0131\u2026 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r makinesi\u2026 televizyon\u2026<\/p>\n Bir evde ne varsa.<\/p>\n Deniz gitti.<\/p>\n Bor\u00e7 kapand\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama ger\u00e7ek \u015fu:<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Bir borcu kapatt\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Ba\u015fka bir borca girdim.<\/p>\n Ve bu sadece biriydi.<\/p>\n Ba\u015fka sahneler de oldu.<\/p>\n \u0130tildim.<\/p>\n Kak\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n Tehdit edildim.<\/p>\n Art\u0131k ayakta durmak zorla\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n Bir gece\u2026<\/p>\n Ya\u011fmur vard\u0131.<\/p>\n \u015eim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n Kanepede oturuyordum.<\/p>\n Dizlerimi \u00e7ekmi\u015fim.<\/p>\n Kar\u015f\u0131mda elektrikli soba\u2026<\/p>\n Telleri k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131t\u2026 \u00e7\u0131t\u2026 \u00e7\u0131t\u2026<\/p>\n O an\u2026<\/p>\n Elektrik gitti.<\/p>\n Ses de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n Ben\u2026<\/p>\n kap\u0131ya geldiler sand\u0131m.<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden pencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n Atlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u00dczerimde pijama.<\/p>\n Aya\u011f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131plak.<\/p>\n Ya\u011fmur\u2026<\/p>\n iliklerime kadar i\u015fliyordu.<\/p>\n Ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Evden uzakla\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Benim pe\u015fimden ko\u015fmal\u0131lard\u0131.<\/p>\n Beni orada bulmas\u0131nlar diye.<\/p>\n Ailemi g\u00f6rmesinler diye.<\/p>\n Pe\u015fime takmal\u0131yd\u0131m onlar\u0131..<\/p>\n Ko\u015ftum.<\/p>\n Ko\u015ftum.<\/p>\n Ko\u015ftum.<\/p>\n Nefesim kesildi.<\/p>\n Yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n \u201cBurada yakalas\u0131nlar\u2026\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n \u201cBurada ne yapacaklarsa yaps\u0131nlar\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7evirdim.<\/p>\n Kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n Sadece\u2026<\/p>\n bir \u00e7\u00f6p kamyonu.<\/p>\n Gece \u00fc\u00e7.<\/p>\n O an anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Kap\u0131ya gelen kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n Ses\u2026<\/p>\n soban\u0131n so\u011fuyan telleriydi.<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n Ya\u011fmur alt\u0131ndayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Yaln\u0131zd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ve\u2026<\/p>\n korkmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n O gece ilk kez d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm:<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 \u201cBen ne yap\u0131yorum?\u201d<\/p>\n \u0130stedi\u011fim \u015fey l\u00fcks de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n G\u00f6steri\u015f de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n Sadece\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 \u00f6zg\u00fcr olmakt\u0131.<\/p>\n Ama ilk kez\u2026<\/p>\n yanl\u0131\u015f yolu se\u00e7mi\u015f olabilece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n Ve en ac\u0131s\u0131:<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Bu hik\u00e2yeyi sadece ben ya\u015fam\u0131yordum\u2026<\/p>\n \ud83d\udc49 Aileme de ya\u015fat\u0131yordum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bir gece\u2026 korkunun ger\u00e7ekten ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim. B\u00fcy\u00fck firmalar alacaklar\u0131n\u0131 mahkemeye veriyordu. 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